Saturday, February 27, 2010

Nobody but You!!!

In my previous post i did say that i wanna stop blogging for a while but tonight I just cannot do it..While I am reading my notes, suddenly your face and your cutest smile appeared in my mind and that is how it make my tears rolled down on my face once again.. This is not what I want from the very beginning but now my heart keep beating so fast every time I think of you. You are totally right..I've just felt what you have felt..but still, I'm not going to decide it yet.. Maybe the pain is just for a while and so do you..Anyway, thanks for the phone call last Monday.. Although I'm hurting inside, but I am still happy after listening to your voice and you started to make jokes again.. Maybe that is why I am sad sometimes because nobody can make me laugh out loud just like what you did.

Friday, February 26, 2010

26th February 2010

Finally i have time to put some words in my blog today..This week I've been very busy and luckily today we are having 1 day off. Tomorrow I am going for '6 hours workshop' and it is one of the requirement for me in order to get my 'L license'. Then on Sunday I will have my AUDIT MIDTERM..I haven't read my notes until today and it prove that I am still wasting my time by doing NOTHING..comon STEL!! stop dreaming and stop making stupid activities!! Gargh!!!and i need to stop BLOGGING for a while and will be back after my midterm is done..Daa..

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

When a guy have a crush on you!!

(1) He is sweet to you.
(2) He always wanted to sits next to you or infront of you so that your eyes are on
(3) He starts to avoiding you for few moments and sometimes acting very strange
around you.
(4) Sometimes, he tries to pick a fight with you and always make you think that "HE IS
(5) He always making fun of you in front of your friends.
(6) And one day he suddenly asks you out.

p/s If you have a crush on someone, just don't tell anyone because if you tell at
least 3 people around you, I'm sure they will tell everybody. So, what you gonna

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Sunway Pyramid

heh..I like it!! for sure i love shopping in sunway pyramid compare to other malls.. Unfortunately it is damn far from my campus so i just can not afford to go there every time I need my shopping therapy..In Sunway Pyramid, there are so many choices, nice designed of clothes and the price is also affordable..Last Tuesday, I went to Sunway Pyramid together with my friends. Upon arriving there, we looked for special place to eat and it ended up at MR. TEPPANYAKI..yeah..we ate japanese foods..Actually I'm looking for Korean foods but I have no idea why we ended up at MR TEPPANYAKI place..Luckily, the foods was okay and guess what?? Datuk Ismail Sabri a.k.a Dafi's Dad sitting next to our table together with his wife and Dafi's lil' bro.. Later then, we watched people playing ice skate and how one of my friend suddenly wanted to have her own experience play ice skating too. After we walked around for a while, we came back to the ice skating court. Since two of my friends really wanted NOT to play the ice skating as they are too afraid of falling and my other friend was not feeling well, so I am the only one who need to accompany my other friend,Jessica playing the ice skate..I have NO REGRET at all playing the ice skate..I do have my own experince too!!hahah..Actually there is no big different playing ice skate with roller blade/skate.. Once you know how to balance yourself, that will be pretty fine..I really enjoy played ice skating and for sure I will go there again next time and play more.. And i do love the cute gloves i used during the ice skating..Although there is no SNOW in malaysia, I still owned one snow-glove..hahah..

Saturday, February 20, 2010


wah..I never did all these things during holidays in my previous semesters.For the first time,I spent my mid-sem break with great experiences.. It started on Sunday where I was brought by my friend's sister to Putrajaya.. The next day we went to Sunway Pyramid. On Wednesday till Friday, we were in Johor Bahru..yoo!! On the next post, I will show ya'all every single detail the activities that we went through and not to forget some photos that we have taken during the trips..yeay yeay yeay!!

Sunday, February 14, 2010



Saturday, February 13, 2010

13th Feb. 2010 is 12pm and i just woke up!!i'm thinking what to do next beside surfing internet..I really cannot make a proper plan for my holiday.everything i do, it will happen just like that and usually what I'm doing is not useful at all. I really mean it..huhu..yeah, i just bought one book yesterday and it is CHICKEN's been quite long i didn't read that book since leaving high school 4 years, i will continue to get update with CHICKEN SOUP and i just don't care how much money i need to spend to get one.I started to love reading right now.. =)

Friday, February 12, 2010

Heart vs Hurt

ouch..once again, my heart hurt and how i feel so dumb..what was wrong with me?? waiting for something unsure is really FUCKING HURT..I'm scared to say it out but keeping it inside make me suffer a lot and still i'm not ready with what you have told me before..I am still confuse with my own feeling and i can't drag you into this problem..i am so sorry for making you feel guilty about what i've said to you before. I can't have you but at the same time i can't lose you. I know I'm too selfish about this but you have promised me to wait until my final answer.. I hope your decision going away to SYDNEY is not because of the problem we are having right now.Just give me more time and hopefully i will be able to give you my whole heart for you..Hope to see you soon as I really miss your jokes and laughters..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

holiday is coming soon!!

yeepie!!yeepie!! holiday is coming soon..I am so so damn happy as i can have enough rest and feel free continue watching my dramas and movies..there are too many dramas n movies queuing up in my list..hahah..AIGOO!!SHIRO..i shouldn't think my holiday going to be that easy..exams are waiting for me after this holiday then many programs need to be handle..argh!! MICHIGETDA AH!!!naa..what am i suppose to do??now, everything is messing up on my mind..doing this and that!! Holiday for a week doesn't make sense for us..that is not ENOUGH for us to prepare everything...gagaga..whatever i look like i care?? long as i'm happy and not stress at all during this holiday that will be pretty fine..HAPPY HOLIDAY guys..yuhuu.. =D

Monday, February 8, 2010

Just for fun!!

Stella, You've been living for 20 years, 2 months, and 9 days
You've been living for 20 years, 2 months, and 9 days. You were born on a Thursday. Your date of conception was probably 9th March 1989. You've seen 6. leap years. Your Zodiac Sign is Sagittarius. Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is Snake. Your Ruling Planet is Jupiter. Your Birthstone is Topaz. Your Birth Flower is Chrysanthemum. Your Birth Tree is Ash Tree. Your Birth Number is 5. Time till your next Birthday 294 days 19 hours 29 mins. Your Lucky Color is Blue or Purple. Your Lucky Day is Thursday. Your Lucky Number is Five.

Stella's Birth Number is 5

The number five is associated with curiosity and enthusiasm. You love to discover new things and new places. Your questions never stop. You love taking risks and hence your unpredictable nature leads you into problems at times. You are a progressive individual. You love your freedom. You have a very versatile and attractive personality.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

1st part of Driving License

hahaha..after quite long in planning, I finally registered myself to get driving license yesterday..fuh..I thought it will be an easy procedures but actually it need more procedures and one of it is today's class.Geez..i spent half day at the institute for kpp class..Then, after this can get my computer test and I probably gonna make it on this coming Tuesday..yeah3x!!

Thursday, February 4, 2010


Results: You are a "Lion"
Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

3rd Feb. 2010

erm..Today's class started at 10am and it was Audit Lecture.So far, I do like the lecture because our lecturer kinda funny and sometimes annoying too.Why not?? He always got me to answers his sudden-questions.After one hour lecture, we rushed to Faculty Bahasa for our English tutorial. We usually arrived for the tutorial 30 minutes late. Why not?? we need to catch for a bus that passing-by the faculty and there are not many buses passing by the faculty.Sometimes it took more than 20 minutes for us to wait for the bus. Luckily, our lecturer understands our problem although at first he really get mad on us because we are not punctual on time. Then, we need to rush back to our faculty for Managerial Accounting's Lecture.Owh..Usually at this time I am truly exhausted and that is why sometimes i cannot focus in the lecture.Sorry Madam Bad for not concentrating in your class. After 2 hours lecture, then I have my lunch.That is the time where I can catch back my breath and cooling down. For sure one hour isn't enough as I need to attend another 2 hours lecture..And the worst, it was lecture for Company Law.oooooooooo!!!!Imagined i need to hear all the cases and sections in the VERY THICK LAW got my head spinning once again and my eyes need to be shut for a minute.CHARGING!!!and i need CHEWING GUM!!! LAter then, we went to the library, I mean outside the library, not INSIDE the library and take a look of some photos shot in Sabah. Then,went back to college and sleep!!!! zzz... =)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


Well!! Since I can not sleep early tonight, so I will try to share something here what had happened around me recently.Hmm.. For sure, most of us need friend in our life.It would be a little bit strange if you can live alone without anybody else around you. Of course our family will be the best person in our life but don't we know that friends also can be our family. Especially when we are far apart from our family, we will try as hard as possible to find at least one 'chingu' a.k.a friend that will always stay besides us and share our tears and laughter together. To have a really nice and understanding friend wasn't easy. Sometimes it took more than a year for us to get close and understand each other.But don't we ever think that why it is very easy for us to hurt our friend's feeling rather than make them feel happy with us. In friendship, there should be no egos and also being too selfish. Before this, I am a person that never appreciate friendship. But when I am far away from my family, that is how I realized how important a person called friend in our life. But then, sometimes we can not avoid to make any mistake that can ruin the friendship we have develop. But we are all human and for sure everyone make mistakes. What make us different is the way we accept the mistakes and apologies or to make it clear the way we are thinking.Maybe you think you can survive being yourself without any friends but do you really think that your heart can accept all the loneliness in your life. Maybe I'm not a perfect friend that you ever wanted, but once again look yourself, do you think you can be the great friend of others. I still remember an advise given by my high school teacher long before. She told us when you are surrounded with many people, if only one person dislikes then the problem come from that person. But if many people around you dislike you, that's mean you yourself are having the problem.Once you have found friends that really understand you, please don't let them go. It will be impossible for you to find another one better than what you have now. It's easy to find part-time friends but full-time friends really need longer time for us to know and understand each other. Love your friend the way you love your family and that is how they will be part of your family..To all my 'CHINGUYA' I really appreciate all of your support and in fact I still need it until now.. SARANGHAEYO!!

Imsonia attacking me ..

That is why i don't like exam week. When I'm too stress, I will not have enough sleep and it will keep me worried.. Can anyone tell me how to cure this disease?? I got it since I was in secondary school.. Sometimes I couldn't sleep until morning and I have to force myself to close my eyes and fall asleep..What a pity right?? I need ENOUGH SLEEP to stay active with my routine..GOD,help me and give me the strength..AMEN!!

am i that stupid??

owh..i'm done with my quan. tech paper and at the end I am TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.. Am I stupid enough that i can't answered the questions well or the questions are stupid enough to make my head up and down..geez..this afternoon another paper..And it's TAXATION!!!!!!the most fucking freak subject!!! T.T

my head spinning like HELL!!

huhu..A little stress today..WHY?? i have two tests coming on..and for sure I'm not ready for it..This semester really puts me into tough situation and I just don't know how far i can survive in this situation..It just that I really not sure the purposes of me being here and sometimes I feel like running away from this situation would be better.. But when I think back about how hard I've tried to be here, those stupid feeling gone.. Well, I need to get myself ready for everything and not just complaining.. This is how life suppose to be.. I just don't want to be my own worst enemy..God, I need You to guide me.GOD BLESS ME. =)