Thursday, October 4, 2012


finally finally && finally.. i've been dreaming to have my own car all this while & jeng jeng jeng..finally the waiting is over & i managed to fulfill one of my biggest wish this year. ^_^ actually i never thought it could be this fast as before this i was just hoping that this year i can complete my degree successfully & yesss i did it and hey??!!  feel so blessed as i have fulfilled many wishes by this year. and I know, God is working with all of these in my life.. Thank you, Jesus. =) Now started to aiming a bit higher which is to have my own house before 30 years old & to have my own business before 35.. hehehe.. starts working harder from now on.. 

btw, this is it.. taken on the 1st day after receiving it. just managed to take photo from back view. sooner will post some photos of it from diff angles.  =)

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

TW- Anugerah Terbesar (Album Favor)

Been so blessed with this song. Di saat mendengar lagu ini & dihayati lirik nya sedalam2nya, ada sukacita yg luar biasa jauh di dlm hati saya. Yesus anugerah & harta terbesar di dalam hidup ku.  :D

Kasih-Mu tiada bertepi
Hati-Mu tak terselami
Betapa baiknya Engkau
Kubersyukur pada-Mu

Perkenanan-Mu ya Tuhan
Nyata di dalam hidupku
Sungguh Kau yang termulia
Jiwaku pun menyembah

Kuangkat hatiku tinggikan nama-Mu
Karena Yesus Kau anugerah terbesar
Kunaikan syukurku tuk kemurahan-Mu
Hanya Yesus Kau anugerah terbesar

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Expressing the hidden me.

I've been wanted to write up about this for quite long but i just couldn't find the right time to show it. Not a big deal anyway, just something that me myself realized the changes of characteristics & attitudes inside me within these few months or years probably?? Last time, i have a very strong personality. Any matters or problems arise, i will not fear any of it and i always believe i can solve it by myself. Even when i'm in a big trouble, i will never show it to others instead im giving them my very big wide smile as if im always OKAY. Yes, as i said before this is one of  my weaknesses. I just don't want to burden others with my problems & so on. I rather choose to take care of it by myself & not to involve others in my problems. Because of this, GOOD things i can handle everything by myself & become stronger but BAD things, the ego inside me become bigger & stronger as well. Luckily i started to realize this earlier & i'm trying hard to cut down the egos in me. Sometimes, it's much better to show your weakness to others until then you will find someone who will always be there to share your ups & downs. "Some people come into your life as blessings, others come into your life as lessons". The deeper meaning in this sentence prove that it's ok sometimes to let people enter into your life whether as a blessing or lesson, both will make you become a better person. Now, i can see that i'm a bit fragile & whenever i have problems, it can be easily spotted through face and emotion expression. Somehow, i believe my family & all friends who were here with me right now are the greatest blessings i ever had. =) Thank you Jesus. 

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Sunday, August 12, 2012


Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Tuesday, July 24, 2012


these few days, something keeps appearing on my mind.. it was a thing that i have thought of long time ago. regarding my future & which way shall i choose? Before this i always wanted to continue my studies in master's degree. But then, each decision i make will come out with many consequences. Let say if i choose to further my studies, where should i go, what course should i take, how long will it be and so on. And if i choose to continue working, i know i may not be able to continue my studies after this. Though i ever thought of working for 2 years first then only continue study, it seems impossible to me as for me, once i'm attach to certain responsibility, i will not be able to let it off so easily. Right now, i only can pray and continue praying to let God shows me the way He has provided for me. Because i believe, He knows better than me.. Dear God, lead me to Your way in order for me to make a better decision. Amen.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012


Honestly, there was once i ever think of regretting my choice to be here.. but then, after nearly 3 weeks here, i started to get used with my routine though sometimes i admit it, im QUITE LAZY with this working life!!! i was thought of getting new job after this month but up until today, feel like im getting used with the work already so i think i wanna stay here for few months more. but then, that's still depending on my current mood which keep on changing.. >_< my boss was quite okay, he is so concern & willing to teach you when you have some problems in your works. Same goes to the staffs, they are always willing to share their knowledge. That's a good thing to be here.huhuhu..

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Evening Primrose Oil (EPO) i just wanna share something about epo. Actually i just started consuming it as my food supplement today.. I have lot of health problems especially sensitive skin, acne skin & hair loss problem. Before this, many friends suggested me to try EPO. They said it is good especially for women. I tried to google about it too and i saw many positive feedback from those who consumed it everyday. That's how yesterday i decided to get one for me and i just want to try it for few weeks or months. If it's ok, maybe i should just continue with it. btw, i bought the small bottle of Kordel's brand. Actually i was a bit confused either to have Kordel's, Blackmore or Bio-life but i ended up with Kordel's. :D Based from my reading and information from google-ing, EPO is rich in gamma-linolenic acid (GLA) which was an essential fatty acid.
Medicinal Uses and Indications: EPO is used mostly to relieve the itchiness causes by certain skin conditions, such as eczema and dermatitis. It is also used to ease breast tenderness from premenstrual syndrome (PMS) or other causes. Some of the uses for EPO include: Eczema Eczema symptoms include redness and scaling in addition to itching. More than 30 human studies report the benefits of EPO for eczema and dermatitis. A study of 1,207 patients found that EPO helped relieve symptoms from skin conditions, including itching, crusting, edema (fluid, swelling), and redness. EPO can be used in children and adults with skin conditions. Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) Many women throughout the world take EPO to reduce symptoms of PMS, although there isn' t any real scientific evidence that it works. In one review of 10 studies that used EPO to treat PMS, only two were well designed. Both of those studies found that EPO had no effect on PMS symptoms. Better studies are needed to know for sure. Rheumatoid arthritis (RA) Although a few studies have found that people with RA who took EPO felt better, the studies were hampered by poor design and high drop-out rates. Also, there wasn' t any evidence that taking EPO actually helped slow down the joint damage that happens with RA. Rheumatoid arthritis should be treated with conventional medications, to slow down or stop permanent joint damage. Raynaud' s phenomenon One small study suggests that taking EPO may help reduce symptoms in some people with Raynaud' s phenomenon. But the study found no difference in hand temperature between people who took EPO and those who took placebo. More studies are needed. Diabetic peripheral neuropathy Diabetic peripheral neuropathy is a nerve condition where people with diabetes have numbness, tingling, pain, burning, or lack of sensation in their feet and legs. Two studies have found that GLA may help reduce symptoms of diabetic neuropathy. Breast pain Although there is not a lot of scientific evidence, EPO is widely used to treat breast pain (mastalgia) in a number of European countries. A few studies have found that EPO seemed to help, but they have not been well-designed studies. Other studies show no benefit. Menopausal symptoms Although EPO has gotten popular for treating hot flashes, there is no scientific evidence that it actually helps. Source taken from:

Sunday, July 1, 2012

what's next??

yeah.. what's next right after you graduating?? of course working though some of my friends prefer to have a very long holiday first. But not me.. Well, i used to believe in self-planning with God's way, indeed that's what im doing right now. and so far, everything that i've planned went on very smoothly. Thanks God for that.
Some people used to think that they only can take action when opportunity comes but for me, i believe the opportunity is always there. It just that some of us couldn't see it clearly or still doesn't know whether it's an opportunity or an option. Most of my friends keep asking me, "why do you want to start working very soon? we've just done with our studies, don't you feel tired and take some times to settle down??" Ouh well, that's one of my weaknesses.. i'm too stubborn. whenever i wanted to do the thing, i must do it. whenever i've made a plan, i must proceed with it. well said, i go with the flow. maybe i keep on pushing myself too much but as long as i still can handle it, why don't i just give a try?? if i fail, the choice must be an option but if i succeed, dont you think that was an opportunity?? at the end, you dont lose anything right. So, you don't have to wait for opportunity coming to you, be brave enough to turn the option into opportunity.
Actually, i'm having a dilemma right now. Everyday i keep on thinking whether i've made a right decision when i accepted the job offer. After working for a week, i still doesn't get familiar with this new place & environment. what worst, i feel very lonely here. no friends to talk with and whenever i got home from work, i just stay in my room until the next morning. But as i always take things positively, i dont want those situation become a burden on me for the time being. I'm sure everything will be okay someday or most probably something good might be waiting for me in future. I am still young and i know i'm in a learning process and whatever i'm doing right now, i'll take it as an opportunity for me to gain more experiences and move to the next level of maturity. Though i am alone here, i'm still glad that some of friends still texting me keep on asking am i doing fine here. I'm glad to have family members that are concerned and keep calling me. And the most important is i feel very grateful to have a faithful God who's always protecting me, give me strength and never leave me when i'm down to nothing. That's it for now..heyyy!!! im going to post more after this & get myself active back in this blog.hehe.. =)

Tuesday, June 19, 2012


hmmm..finally my 4 years degree is over.. guess what i feel?? to be honest, i dont feel excited at all as what i thought before.. i am surely miss all the memories of going to classes, hanging around with friends, the pressure of having test the next day and of course staying up whole night just to complete the assignments. i rather to have those kind of memories than sleeping early at night just to keep yourself fully recharge the next morning just because you have to wake up early and get yourself to the office & do your works for 8 hours until evening.. ouhhhh.. but yeah, life must go on.. everyone growing up, not to forget your responsibility growing up as well. but still, 4 years of my university life meaning a lot for me. it gives me lot of experiences that i've never went through before. good, bad, sweet, bitter everything was mixed up. by the way, few days ago i looked over all the photos from my 1st year in university. seems like i do changed a lot but i guess to the positive way.hahah.. :D halleluyah for that.. and yeah, i will start working this friday..cant you see that?? i am very hard-working person.hahah.. well actually i just wanted to gain some experience first. I've set my own goal & planning as well. But no matter how you plan your life, let just leave it in God's hand. He knows better than us. ^_^ Hopefully, through the experiences, i can improve myself to be much better person and of course mature enough to handle all things around me by myself. Mum & Dad always taught me that there's a time that you have to experience the pain before you can succeed in your life. Never stop praying and be thankful in all circumstances.. Lord Jesus, thank you for giving me a loving parent.

Monday, May 7, 2012

what i feel tonight??

just 2 minutes away before sunday turn to be monday..ouh yeah!! welcome back monday and yeah, tonight i feel a lil' bit stress as according to my academic calendar, this week is week 11.. the sad news is i have to pass up my final year project paper a.k.a thesis within week 12 which means next weeeekkkk.. and right now i haven't started yet with my data analysis and many things need to be done within this week. nearly cry when i think what will i have to do for the following days & how much sleeping hours can i have within this week. But then i tried to be positive and i told myself just bear w it for this week and after next week enjoy as much as i can. yeah, i cant wait for the day..the day that i'll call myself as an official graduated student of Bachelor in Accountancy. after 4 years struggling with exams & assignments, what more can i say?? i'll pray that everything will go smoothly until i receive that 0.02g transcript paper during my convocation. God bless me. =) hwaiting stella!!!

Sunday, March 18, 2012

me back here again.. why you no miss me?? ^_^ back again~~ when was it the last time i updated my blog?? it's not that i forgot but i was too lazy & when the time i wanted to write something, suddenly many works waiting for me..hohoho~~ most probably the time envy me the most..hehe.. by the way, how you guys doing? hope everything is fine & goes pretty well with what you guys had planned. and me?? did i ever mention that im currently in my final semester?? since it is my final semester, i didnt have many classes like before but i have to focus more on my final year paper (thesis).. gahhh.. well, luckily i've completed & submitted my questionnaire to my supervisor & he said everything is okay & i can proceed with my data collection. Most probably im going to collect the data by this week until next week. i guess thats all for tonight.nothing much i wanna share with you guys but yeah, i do need your prayers so that everything goes well for this semester & i can complete my degree by this june. =) Thank you & God bless you all, my dear friends. *hugs*