CHEERS FOR MY SWEET REVENGE

I'll Be Home For Christmas

2011-12-21T23:50:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i just cant wait to be home for Christmas. Today i will fly back to my hometown.. woohoo~~ Actually this week is the last week for this semester. Then i will have my study week for a week & final exam coming soon which my first paper will be on the January 3rd 2012. Gahhhh!! Just wondering why The Ministry of Higher Education has to change the schedule out of sudden this year. Well this is my first time to have a final exam right after new year and christmas during study week.. hmm..lazy i want to talk more on it as it will considered as a sensitivity issue again. DANG IT!! But thanks God my dad bought me the ticket for me to go back for Christmas. The reason i love my family more.. hehe!! :D Never in my life i went out from the lecture room right after my presentation because i have to rush to the airport & catch up my flight. Once again, i thanked God for providing me great friends who are willing to help me & drove me to the airport. Without them, i might be in trouble..heheh.. ^_^

December Post

2011-12-13T12:30:00.004+08:00

This is my first post in this month. Yeah, been busy for the past weeks and thanked God everything is nearly settle bit by bit. Last week, i've submitted my proposal for final year project paper. Yet i still need to do some amendment before submit the final softcopy to my supervisor by this week. Somehow, after struggling with my test 2, midterms and assignments finally everything is coming to an end soon.. i mean very soon.. but heyyyy!!! FINAL EXAM is waiting for me after my Christmas holiday.. DANG IT!!! this is not great and it is not AWESOME at all!!! for sure, it will ruin my Christmas mood..huhu. =( but that's okay.. will start doing my revision bit by bit starting from today. And of course i'll start it with a prayer & i believe God will lead me through all these difficulties. Amen. owh by the way, more stories going to be posted soon. wuahahhaha.. ^_^

(Oct 14th) 3rdWave Fanmeeting with Brian Joo, Alexander Eusebio & Pastor Johnny

2011-11-11T23:47:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo!! ^_^

Once again, it's been quite long i didn't turn up here & write down a complaint letter as what i usually did last time..hahah.. :D should i blame my studies for this??ahh~~ forget bout it..ngee~~ well, for you to know, many & many great things happened this year and i feel grateful to have such amazing memories. And for today, i was about to share what i did last month.. yeah, i know i know!! it happened last month but only today i have this chance to share the joy with you guys.hehe!! :p maybe to you guys, it was just not that greeeeaaaat, but to MEEEE i will absolutely never ever forget about what happened that night..hahah.. this wasn't a surprise anyway since i've put everything at the above title..hahaa!! and YESSSS!!! i met them that night at Boulevard Hotel..luckily the place wasn't that far from my university & i managed to catch the last train back to my hostel. owh by the way, i went there with my cousin, Cath.. Even before the fanmeeting, we did a lot of crazy things at Mid Valley as we were actually trying to cover our excitement & nervousness.. To make it short, we spent nearly 2 hours with them in the fanmeeting & I got the chance to go on stage get a personal autograph from Brian oppa & PJ..

and i managed to capture a great photo with Brian oppa & PJ too. How i wish i can get xander's photo too.huhu~~ but somehow, it was a great night & i never imagine to have this kind of opportunity especially seeing them right infront of me and shake their hand before.. and to be honest, after i received my first 3rdwave CD earlier this year, i prayed that one day i'll have the chance to go for their concert & watch them sing the songs on the stage. guess what??? yes, it just happened!! i wasn't dreaming~~ AWESOME!!! ^_^

*i wish i can tell you guys the whole story & more detail bout that night, but i'm scared i will have to do it until tomorrow morning. i did talked a lot!!* haha!! =)

My First Edited Photo- Choi-Minator (Choi Siwon)

2011-08-08T10:18:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I spent nearly 4 hours just to edit this photo. Well, it was my first time using photoshop to edit such photo after more than 3 years. I did learn how to use photoshop before but that was 3 years ago & don't expect me to remember all those fussy steps. Luckily I found lot of useful tutorials in Youtube & other sites as well. So this is the final touch I've done last night. As I'm just a beginner, so this photo wasn't perfect enough. Sorry for that.

SUPERMAN LYRICS - SUPER JUNIOR

2011-08-06T21:20:00.003+08:00

Here's the lyrics of Superman by Super Junior. (Hangeul, Romanization & Translation)

credits:
Lyrics by @pastakyu from SJ-WORLD.NET
Video by UnknownCarrot170

TAKE OUT WITH FULL AND PROPER CREDITS

SUPER JUNIOR - OPERA(오페라) Romanization Lyrics

2011-08-02T00:40:00.001+08:00

Ratin, Ratin swipji anheun eoneo-deulleo tto hokeun keukjeok, keukjeok story-e ppachyeo-deulgo
kajang bissan useul useul ipgo Euwa chom tteolmyeon-seo keukjang-ee kajang chu-eun chwaseok-e manchokan neo
yeokin dareuda

*Ne show Ne show Opera norae haneun opera chumchuneun ne opera
neomu chu-eunikka cheongdam-eun igeonikka
Ne show Ne show Opera nega mandeun opera sesang meotjin opera
ike chu-eunikka da kibon chu-eunikka

**neomu chu-eunikka cheongdam-eun igeonikka
ike chu-eunikka da kibon chu-eunikka

Mudae wi keu chanranhan jomyeong-arae-ro eokkae wi sse sseutachyeo naeri-neun keu kalchae sok-edo
Modu-ga hanbeon jjeum kkum kkun sarang, paeshin-kkajido yi chabeun 3bon, 4bon keu an-e dae itdago baro yeokida

Ne show Ne show Opera norae haneun opera chumchuneun ne opera
neomu yumyeonghaeseo da michyeodeul bonikka
Ne show Ne show Opera nega mandeun opera sesang meotjin opera
neomu meoshisseoseo da ulgo nanrinikka

neomu yumyeonghaeseo da michyeo bonikka
neomu meoshisseoseo da ulgo nanrinikka

Swipjineun anhji na somi cha maldo mot hal ttaega isseo ne mami wonhan keol chocha mukeo-un sut beoseo beoseo
mochart(mozart), Handen, biche keu sokee eomcheong nan yaeki ga hana-do bureopji anhke nega da boyeochulke chal bwa
*Repeat

**Repeat

Neomu chu-eunikka cheondameun ikeonikka

NOTE: THIS LYRICS WERE SPELLED IN TERMS OF PRONUNCIATION, NOT THE ACTUAL SPELLING

Source of Korean lyrics: Sj-market.com
Korean Romanization by: @mimilovemicky

SUPER JUNIOR - MR. SIMPLE LYRICS

2011-08-02T00:20:00.004+08:00

Because you naughty, naughty, Hey! Mr. Simple

Because you naughty, naughty, Suju kanda!

Sesangi ne mang daero an dwindago hwaman nemyeon andwae keu reol pilyo opji

keokcheong-do paljada jakeun ire nomu yeonyeonhaji marja mome chuji ana

Sojeoki chuwatdaga napatdaga keureon keoji mwo cheung! seolchikhi uratdaga teoreochyeotda keureon taedo itji

eocheomyeon kwaenchanha swiweo kaneun keotdo chua modeun geoshi ttae, ttae, ttae, ttae, ttae-ga itneun keonikka

Keuttaega namja-ramyeon chingul manna sul han chane teoreobeorigo (Alright!) Alright

Keuttaega namja-ramyeon chingul manna suda tteoreo nallyeobeorigo (Alright!) Alright, Alright

*Bwara Mr. Simple, Simple Keuttae-neun Keuttae-neun Keuttae-ro meotchyeo

Bwara Miss Simple, SImple, Keuttae-neun Keuttae-ro yeppeo (SJ Call)

Bwara Mr. Simple, Simple Keuttae-neun Keuttae-neun Keuttae-ro meotchyeo

Bwara Miss Simple, SImple, Keuttae-neun Keuttae-ro yeppeo (SJ Call)

**Kaja kaja eoseo kaja Makhyeosseul ttaen dorakaja kot kotchi apa chukketdamyeon oneul haruman norgo boja

Han keurae-do keochin sesang chukeora ttwimyeon naman jicheo kidaryeobwa akkidwi pak neowi nari kot ultenikka

Blow Your Mind kara Mr. Simple

Blow Your Mind ttae-ga watjanha Duryeowo malgo

Blow Your Mind Kaja Mr. Simple

Blow Your Mind ttae-ga watjanha Junbi dwaetjanha

Sok sseokneun iri an doo kaji anin seseang-e urin sara keukeon ae-do ara

mwo ireohke eoryeopna uri chal meokgo chal jago tto charamyeon kereohke hamyeon dwiji

Keuttae-ga hwa-ga na-myeon chingul mannna dwitdamhwaro peureobeorigo (Alright!) Alright

Keuttae-ga kwireupda-nyeon norae borreo sori jilleo nalryeobeorigo (Alright!) Alright, Alright

*Repeat

Dance jaryuran-ke mwo keuri byeol geo ittna Just Get It Get It

Sosohan iltaree jaemi deung deung deung keung keung keung

Sara-ittneun keuttael neukki-go shipna Just Grab It Grab It

kaseum ttwineun ne kkum-deuri aeki deung deung deung keung keung keung

(Because You Naughty, Naughty)

Ije keokjeong hajima ap-en choo-eun nari ulkeoya Shimgakan aekin da dwiro mirwodugo

Oneur-eun barke useobwa keuddae-wi hwanhan useum-e modu kibon choha-chyeo

*Repeat

**Repeat

Blow Your Mind kara Mr. Simple

Blow Your Mind ttaega wattjanha Duryeowo malgo

Blow Your Mind kaja Mr. Simple

Blow Your Mind kara Mr. Simple

NOTE: THIS LYRICS WERE SPELLED IN THE TERMS OF PRONUNCIATION, NOT THE ACTUAL SPELLING

Source of Korean lyrics: Sj-market.com

Korean Romanization by: @mimilovemicky

Shared by: http://www.facebook.com/EastSea

Super Junior 5th Album "Mr Simple" Mv Teaser

2011-08-01T16:06:00.002+08:00

This is what we have been waiting for.. Finally the music video teaser is out. I just can't handle all their hotness & handsome-ness in the video. Really can't wait to see their full music video which is to be released tomorrow. woot woot!!! so right now, let's watch their mv teaser over & over again. By the way, please watch all their videos in SMTOWN youtube channel. Avoid re-uploaded them into your own channel. And here, I'm giving you the link to the SMTOWN channel.

SUPER JUNIOR PREMIUM LIVE IN JAPAN IN 2009

2011-07-30T14:55:00.003+08:00

Hello guys. I've uploaded 3 videos of Super Junior during their concert in Japan in 2009. Last time, it took me only half an hour to upload one video into my youtube account but i don't know why it took nearly 2 hours now for me to upload one video of Suju's concert. Maybe because it was an HD view and the size must be extra bigger than my previous videos. But never mind, i will try to upload at least 2 videos a day from now on. So hope you guys enjoy the clearer version and more videos coming. =)

Super Junior 5th Album Photo Teaser.

2011-07-27T15:54:00.006+08:00

Finally today, all the photo teaser of the 10 members have been completely revealed. The individual teaser photos of the members are released sequentially starting from the July 20th which Eunhyuk's photo to be first released. Then it was followed by Donghae's photo.

The following day, Super Junior's leader Leeteuk photo is released & followed by Shindong photo on the 23rd.

Just a few minutes after Shindong's photo, Kyuhyun's photo was released too. Some rumors said that they(smtownent) mistakenly uploaded Kyuhyun photo teaser right after Shindong's photo. And on the next day, it's Sungmin turn to get all the fan's hearts melted. =)

On the 25th, Ryeowook's photo was released & fans all over the world are shock with the transformation of 'forever maknae' to the manly side of him. hahaha~~~ and yesterday, Yesung turn to move the fan's hearts with his trendy look.

And this morning, once again fans all over the world were shocked with the sexiest image of Siwon. Whenever you see the photo, you will feel that your jaws dropped. hahah~~ Right few hours later, Heechul's photo also has been revealed & that make it completely 10 members photo teaser until today.

So guys, what do you think about all these photos? ^_^

#40thingsaboutme

2011-07-15T17:09:00.004+08:00

Hey, i saw this topic trending in the twitter list since yesterday. So i was thinking of writing some facts on me here since i got nothing much to do right now. Thanks TWITTER for giving me an idea..heheh..but what i can say is, if you really read this post CAREFULLY & know 40 THINGS about me & ACCEPTED the way i am, you're most welcome to be my friends. hahah.. :D I can be a good friend to anyone actually. *hugs*
Let's start with a long introduction of myself.hahah. 40 facts remember?? ^_^

1. Full name: Stella Lihan
2. Born on: November 30th. 1989
3. Hometown: Miri, Sarawak (Malaysia)
4. Race: Kayan
5. Religion: Christian (Borneo Evangelical Mission)
6. Family: Daddy,mummy,2 elder brothers & little sister.
7. Education: Bachelor(Degree) of Accountancy (currently in final year)
8. Hobbies: Reading news, watching movies, composing songs, twittering, blogging,facebooking & online-ing. ^_^
9. Ideal guy: CHOI SIWON (respectable, gentleman, funny, a lil bit shy sometimes playful && the most important is a strong Christian with loyalty) heheh.. :p
10. Status: my heart taken by Siwon oppa (hahah)

11. Fav foods: anything taste yummy especially mum's cooking & daddy as well.
12. My fav. bands: Mostly punk rock & alternative rock bands
13. My fav. kpop groups: I like most of the kpop groups. But i love SUPER JUNIOR & SS501 even more. *being their fans more than 5 years, what more can i say*
14. Fav. destinations: Seoul, Liverpool, Paris, New Zealand, Venice & more.
15. Fav. football clubs: Liverpool(fans of The Reds since 8 years old)& Barcelona.
16. Fav. footballers: Michael Owen, Steven Gerrard, Iker Casillas, Fernando Torres,Lionel Messi & Kim HyunJoong<< pls consider this guy too. :D
17. Fav. movies: horror, thriller, action & romantic comedy
18. Fav. dramas: Korean Drama
19. Fav. songs: A LOT!!!!
20. Fav. fruits: Banana, Durian, Mangoes & Watermelon

21. My idols: Jesus Christ & my daddy.
22. I like: kids,adventurous activities,being playful,cooking,travelling,shopping etc
23. I dislike: Backstabber, insects etc..
24. When I'm bored: i used to do crazy things. :D
25. I always wanted: to be a lawyer but end up taking accountancy as my major.
26. When someone talked bad about me: i will get mad & curse but then i will forgive them after few hours & pray, asking for forgiveness from God.
27. Good & Bad thing about me: I always fight for my right. *hard to cure*
28. People's first impression: I look so arrogant. *LOL*
29. But actually: I am quite friendly & very talkative. *handle my words with care*
30. Whenever my friends feel sad & down: I will cheer them up & put back a smile on their face but when i feel so down, they never cheer me up cause I never show them my sad face. I will keep it by myself & cheer myself up with exciting activities.

31. I feel happy: when I get what i targeted & when people around me feels happy too.
32. So please don't: show your sad face to me. *you'll make me sad too*
33. When i was in highschool: I used to be a punk rock lover..*well-known as a ROCKERS until i continue my study in matriculation*
34. Negative character: STUBBORN!!
35. Positive Character: NEVER GIVE UP!!
36. After highschool: ever went for National Service Training *3 months military training after high school.COMPULSORY*
37. Being: in Red Crescent Society during my high school & now i wanted to continue my duty as a volunteer whenever i have the chance.
38. my twitter account is: stellahyunjae *please noted out that there is an account that using my real name. i don't know who's the owner so be careful*
39. My wedding wish: get married in a church & having a wedding party on a cruise.
40. Lastly: love me the way you want to be loved & respect me the way you want to be respected. Adios!!!

Freaky Tuesday!!! ^_^ Girl's Talk

2011-07-09T01:34:00.005+08:00

Just now while i was sitting alone in my bedroom, i was thinking of deleting all unnecessary messages in my inbox. In case if there is really an important message that need to be kept, so i browse & read all the messages one by one until i found one of this message sent by my friend *a kpop lover* at one night. This is around 12.09am. The conversation is in Bahasa Sarawak so i include english translation. Hope you enjoy reading it.haha.. :D

meerayie: babe,gerek ko kat kbs now. (babe, your boyfriend at kbs now)

*once i received the msg, i turn on the tv & watch kbs channel*

me: xda dah.huhu..pasal pa ya tek? (no more.huhu. what was that story about?)

meerayie: hyun joong oppa. (hyun joong oppa)

*was a bit relieved* :D *guess why?*

me: guerilla date ka? tauk sik sapa first on my mind? Siwon oppa..hahah. ya tek heran
apa siwon polah kat kbs.hehe. ( is it guerilla date? you know who's the first on
my mind? Siwon oppa..hahah..that's why i feel so weird, what he's doing in
kbs.hehe.)

meerayie: Hahaha. Siwon ur husband. Hyun joong tahap gerek. LoL.Siwon now, happy??
keke.. Suju.
(Hahaha. Siwon is your husband. Hyun Joong is your boyfriend. LOL. Siwon
now, happy?? keke... Suju.)

*while i was asking about siwon before i knew that my friend is actually talking about hyunjoong, suddenly a video of siwon really came up with the fellow Suju members as well*

me: yeap.bok jak ckp pasal nya.hahah. (yes. we were just talking about him.hahah)

Meerayie: Phewitt!! Mk ketawa tok! haha! (phewitt!! i want to laugh! haha!)

me: aie heh. kenak kah?hahah. sik on9 ka?heheh. (ouh. why?hahah.not online ka?heheh.)

meerayie: ya lah..ko baruk jak sebut namanya tek, pa polah nya rah kbs? Terus nya keluar. LoL. :p online tek, jap lok. Gik mamam.hehe.
(ya lah. you was just asking about him what he does in kbs? then he suddenly appear. LoL. :p just now i on9. hold on. eat first.hehe)

me: ya lah tek. slalu gia.mala jak kbtln bila nyebut pasal nya.mun cita ngan am pun gia juak.hahah. yoh, lwt juak mkn.hahah. (ya lah.always like that. everytime i said something bout him, he will appear. If i talk with am also like that.haha. yoh, you eat very late.hahah.)

hahah..for your information, Siwon oppa & HyunJoong oppa was both my top super bias.. But based from the conversation above, you must know which one i wanted more to stay with & who was mostly on my mind.Naughty Stella!!! ^_^

No more tears.

2011-05-19T22:25:00.005+08:00

Everyday!!! Yes, almost everyday, deep in my heart crying out for forgiveness. Crying out for the truth. It's hurt, TOTALLY HURT me inside. I have no one to turn to, I have no where to go to but I try to be strong. I put a smile when I'm about to cry, I give myself a joke whenever I feel down because me myself is the only strength I have right now. Yes, God is there with me, watching me and never will He leave me. Because the strength that I have right now was actually belong to Him. Without Him, I might no longer around. I might give up easily in my life and I might put a very wrong decision in my life.

Everyday, I make jokes and I laugh around because of 1 reason. There's no other reason than seeing others happy. Yes, I really wanted to see those people around me smile and laugh happily without any concern. Some people thought I am selfish. For no reason they accused me & some even cursed me. Sometimes I get confused. Should I be good or should I be mean?? To tell the truth, I don't know what's the meaning of happiness??

I'm not a perfect one to get all the compliments but how i wish one day, God help me to open their eyes and accept me as the way I am. As far as i'm concern, i don't want to be my own enemy. And one day, i wish i can run as far as i could from all these people and situations. The scars will remain although i try to accept and swallow all the sadness slowly. I might not cry in front of you, but deep inside my heart, it's completely bleeding. Y_Y

I Stand - 3rd Wave

2011-05-17T15:36:00.002+08:00

My offering so small
Nothing much to give to you
With words so few
I bring to you my heart

I find I'm moving to the beat of your heart
I'm drawn to you and the promises
Your fragrance so sweet
It's intoxicating me

CHORUS
I stand before the God of worth
Extravagant you are beautiful
Wonderful Lord beyond all these words I come

BRIDGE
I come, I come to you.

I Will Be There Lyric- 3rd Wave

2011-05-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

In this weary world there are times when you feel alone
No one knows all things on your mind all the things you dream about
I can see the lies behind your smile
Cause what I see in your searching eyes is the meaning of it all
So let me take you by your hands
And show you part of me... It ain't no mystery

CHORUS
That I love you till the end of time
Even when things aren't clear
And those dreams seem to have holes

I will be there till the end of time
From a heart that undertsands....
(You need someone till the end of time)

In this weary world there are times when you feel alone
No one knows all the things on your mind all the things you dream about
When we lock our eyes in a silent stare
Reflections of a broken heart
So I whisper quiet words
So let me take you by your hands
And show you part of me...
It ain't no mystery...

BRIDGE
You're not alone just close your eyes
And think of me I'm here for you
I'll be by your side

What's next??

2011-05-12T23:16:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghaesaeyo. Hello.
I know it has been almost a month I didn't write something here. Well, as i said before, i'm still in my practical training mood. But no worries, it is going to end very soon.. YES!!! very soon..and for that, I will have my total 3 months holiday but yet i have not decide what should i do for the next 3 months. What more can i say?

And within the past month and few weeks ago, i just totally unhappy with certain things in my life. and for sure,too many things happened, sad and happy, hated and loved, anger & forgiveness; all these feelings mixed up and blend very well until i get confused with my own action & decision.huhu.. =(

AN AWESOME WEEK!!! (14th to 16th March 2011)

2011-03-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hello buddies.. sorry once again for not updating too much recently. Gahhhh!!! i just can't wait to share all these feelings i felt since last week. Only God knows what i feel and how excited i am.. It all started with last monday. I went to Christian fellowship concert at the Imperial Ball Room for 2 days which is from Monday night to Tuesday night. Then on Wednesday night i went to Kuala Lumpur for short vacation where i need to settle some matters and also attending the thing i've been waiting for a year and finally i've fulfilled it. Thanked God for everything. This is all some summaries of the activities i've been done for last week. The detailed activities will be discussed after this..hahah.. =)what i can conclude is, LAST WEEK WAS AN AWESOME WEEK!!! =) too happy until i fall sick..hehe..

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia - Part 4

2011-02-19T14:42:00.003+08:00

Yeah..Finally today, the ticket is in my hand. Thanked God for everything although i can't get the terrace seat for sure, still the rockpitt will be okay. Thanks to my friend, Amalina who has helped me a lot in the buying process. I know she has to stands there for 2 to 4 hours maybe just to get the ticket. They day will come for us. SUPER SHOW 3, see ya on 19th March 2011. The day i have been waiting for.. CHOI SIWON oppa, you will be my next target..hahaha.. =D later when i get the ticket, i will update soon my the photos and things i might prepare for them. By the way, those who are still waiting to get the ticket, good luck guys. See you on March 19th. Here's the seating plan for Malaysia Super Show 3.

11th February 2011>> May He Rest In Peace

2011-02-11T19:18:00.003+08:00

Today, our families lost one of the greatest man in our life especially to my father and his siblings. Without him, they won't get this far & with his love towards them, then they learn the meaning of family's love. Last Tuesday, I went to visit you and i thought it is just a usual visit since you just discharged from the hospital last week.When I entered your room, I was shocked because last week you seems okay but that day, i almost burst into tears when seeing you lying down on your bed and couldn't move at all. Then I ran toward you and hold your hands, asking if you still recognize me. But then you said you don't know me and that time, deep in my heart i keep asking 'what happened?' many times. But then i say out my name and then you called out my name and you said 'yes i recognize you.' Last night, i was about to sleep early but i couldn't. Something is bothering me but i don't know what is on my mind. Then i moved to the living room and try to sleep there. And about 2am, I saw my father & my mother both get ready and went somewhere. By that time, i only thought about you and it's true when they got home, they told us You has just passed away. I couldn't hide my tears and i went to my sister & woke her up & told her the sad news. She cried even louder as we are all shocked with the news. To you, my Grandfather, i never thought last Tuesday was the last time i saw you. We love you so much that we cried for the loss. But we know, God love you more that He takes you back from us and let you be with Him. Grandpa, you will always be loved & never forgotten. Rest In Peace.

John 14:1-3
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am."

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia - Part 3

2011-02-08T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey.. i'm back for today post. Actually i'm not feeling very well today but i have great news today. Well, Super Show 3 in Malaysia has been finalized since the ticket price has been released today. I know, i know.. The price is damn expensive but what to do?? I just hope that last year memories won't repeat again this year. I really really wanted to be there. >_< I pray every moment asking God to fulfill my dream & let me be in Super Show 3 standing right in front of them especially Siwon oppa. Thank you God for everything. There's still long way for the show, and I pray asking for a blessing from You. If you guys haven't know the ticketing price yet, here is the list.

* Rock Pitt (RM 480)

* Terrace Seats (RM 480)

* Balcony Seats (RM 370)

* Partial Restricted View (RM 220)

here's the seating plan for Super Show 2 in Malaysia last year. Maybe they will use the same seating plan since it is in the same venue.

And this is the seating plan for Super Show 3 in Singapore recently. Most probably it can be like this too since the organizer is from Singapore. heheh.

Anyway, how will the stage look like, we will just need to wait further info from the organizer. Well, I'm getting excited for it.. fuhhhh *sweating*.. Siwon oppa keep appearing on my mind right now. =D

I have a dream, as precious as gem -Goose's Dream-

2011-01-29T16:05:00.003+08:00

After what had happened to me for the past few days, i just found this one nice song that really suit my life. It's a korean song but the lyric really touch me and make me wanna cry. If only someone realize that my dream isn't just a blank funny dream to be laughed. As long as you call yourself a human, you will never be PERFECT. Keep that in mind for those who think they are good enough.

This is the lyric's translation of the song. Even though you don't know the lyric, the melody itself speaks the true feeling inside the lyric.

I have a dream,
Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds
Deep in my heart
I have a dream as precious as gem

If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.

As you always worry,
You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.
Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world
There's the reality that we can't turn back already

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I, I have a dream
I believe in that dream.
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate.
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

KOREAN LYRIC

Nan nan kkumi isseotjyo
Beoryeojigo jjitgye nam nuhayaedo
Nae gaseum gipsukhi bomulgwa
Gachi ganji-khaet-deon kkum

Hok ttaeron nugun-gaga tteun-moreul
Buseum nae deungdwi heullil-ttaedo
Nan chamaya haetjyo chameulsu
Isseotjyo keu nareul wihae

Neul geokjeong hadeut ma-rhajyo
Heotdwen kkumeun dorirado
Sesangeun kkeunchi jeonghaejin
Chaek cheoreom imi dokiril su
Eomneun hyeon shirirago

***
Keuraeyo nan nan kkumi isseoyo
Geumkkumeul mideoyo nareul jikyeobwayo
Jeo chagapke so inneun unmyongiran
Byeogape tangdanghi majichi su isseoyo
Eonjenga na geu byeo geui neomgoseo
Jeo haneureul nopi nareulsu isseoyo
Ge mugeoun sesangdo nareul
Mukkeulsus eoptjyo nae sarme kkeutesseo
Na useul keunareul hamkke haeyo

Neul keok cheonghadeut malhae
Heotdwen kkumeun dogirago
Sesangeun kkeuchi jeonghaejin
Chaek cheoreom imidorikil
Su-eomneun hyeon shirirago

Repeat ***

A Lonely Road.

2011-01-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, today & tomorrow, life isn't that easy for you to be happy & smile all the time. Yesterday, i realized something that really hurt me so badly. Heart broken, tears rolling, empty mind, lost my self esteem....... big question in my head... WHY??? do you guys have to be bias in everything?? You think your people are all successful and smart?? BULLSHIT!!!! do you have no respect toward others?? even if my performance isn't good, do you have to act like that in front of me?? instead of looking down on me, shouldn't you try to teach me and share your knowledge with someone new in this field?? infact i am just a trainee. But thanked God because He has shows me my weakness and for that, I will try to improve myself from time to time. I just don't care anymore what you people gonna say && act. Maybe i just don't belong in the group of people but for some reason, i will take it positively.

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia - Part 2

2011-01-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

Annyeong..another update for my SS3 stories. Today i just bought my flight ticket to Kuala Lumpur. I've been thinking about it over & over again. Yesterday, i managed to get the lowest fare to Kuala Lumpur, thanks to Airasia. Unfortunately, my flight will be on Wednesday afternoon which mean I have to take leave for 2 days. Hopefully, I can get the leave and the most important thing is my parent's blessing. I haven't tell them about my plan yet.. nah!!! Stella, Stella, Stella!!! what's on your mind??

The next step is waiting for the concert tix price to be announced around this week or most probably next week. God, thank you for the way You have provided for me and i know You will never let Your child sad. Thank you for answering my prayer..Halleluyah..

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia - Part 1

2011-01-23T22:11:00.005+08:00

Last week, SS3 has been confirmed to be held in Malaysia on 19th March 2011 by the new organizer. Well, it was a great news so far but my status of being there on 19th March is still unknown. Since, I am currently busy with my practical training in my hometown, how i wish i could turn back the time && do my practical training in Kuala Lumpur. If that happened, I'm sure not gonna miss all the events that have been held before such as Kim HyunJoong for FaceShop Tour, then Jay Park showcase.. The latest event few weeks ago was DiGi K-pop Party where Beast, 4-Minute & G-NA were there performing for the fans. Gahhhh!!! I am just not that lucky enough. Hopefully, I'll be able to go for SS3 this upcoming March & if you see my long long time ago post regarding SS2 last year, I'm sure you know what had happened to me and the reason why I am really hoping to go for this year. =(

Merry Christmas!!!

2010-12-27T17:12:00.004+08:00

hohoho~~~ once again, i took a long time to sneak back into my diary.. for your information, i've started my industrial training since 1st December. I thought the job was way too easy but on the second day, I started to dislike it. I even once, thought of giving up doing the tasks.But since industrial training was part of the compulsory subject to be completed before I graduate, I have no other choice but to take and bear with the stressful situation and tasks.

Now, almost a month with the job, I started to love it.. well, nothing is easy in this world. If you want to be on the top, you got to work very hard and feel all the pain. That's the rule of living. Luckily this week, I've got the chance to take leave for 4 days because of the Christmas day. Tomorrow I'll have to get back working && working until May next year. "MERRY CHRISTMAS" and "HAPPY NEW YEAR" everyone. ^_^ have a blessed Christmas and hope for the best for upcoming year.

Note to God

2010-12-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

*I really love this song. If only i can write a note to God, a lot of things i want to tell Him. But we all know, He don't need a note from us to know what we feel && what we want in our life. Because He is The Almighty God, and every single little thing we did in our life, He knows everything. Nothing is impossible in God's hand.* My Saviour, You are the way, the truth && the life.

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

(No)We can't do it on our own

So
So

If I wrote a note to God

MY 21 WISHES ON MY 21st DAY (PART 1)

2010-11-30T01:24:00.007+08:00

Hello Buddies. I'm back again today.. Well, guess what?? It is my birthday today.. I know today is the last day of November. &&& let me officially ended the month with my special day..hahah.. =D Today, i feel very lucky & happy because God gives me chance to live up until today.Hallelujah.. To be honest, i feel a lil' bit sad too cause i'm getting older.. When your age increase each year, automatically your responsibilities are increasing too.. so what do we call that thing?? owh yeah.. "Positively correlation". But then i realized, for the past days i had in my life, everyday is a special & wonderful day for me. When i'm happy, sad, cry, hate, love, anger,depressed, weak & all these feelings, there are something special behind it created by God. & for sure this 21 years old girl(i'm not a girl not yet a woman) still has something needs to be achieved && fulfilled. I guess being 21 is just the beginning of a real life for a girl like me. =)So let me write down my 21 wishes for today:

(1) I want to be one of the best person in God's eyes.. *i may not be perfect in
human eyes, but each of us is special in God's eyes*
(2) I want my mum & dad to be proud of having me as their daughter. * i know they
always do*
(3) I want the happiness in my family will be forever.
(4) I want all my siblings and me myself success in our career and studies as well.
(5) I'm happy because my big families(grandma,grandpa,uncles,aunties,cousins,nieces,
nephews)always gathered together *almost every week* and I hope this will go on
forever.
(6) I want to graduate on time which is in the middle of 2012.
(7) I want to meet Choi Siwon & Kim Hyun Joong.
(8) I want to get more friends than what I have right now.
(9) I want to complete my Korean lesson by the end of next year (2011) where at least
I can speak & fully understood the words spoken in daily life.
(10)I want to have an Iphone by next year.

(11)I want to focus in healthy lifestyle.
(12)I want to save as much as i can for my convocation trip to Korea at the end of
2012. *winter time*
(13)I want to get the highest CGPA in my final year. *will try my best & stay focus*
(14)I want to visit Singapore next year.
(15)I want to have the biggest gift next year. *hahah*
(16)I want to receive a hug from my idols. ^_^
(17)I want to learn playing drum.
(18)I want to get involve in charity.
(19)I want my room full with framed posters.
(20)I want to win big prizes next year. *getting ready to join any quizzes* ^_^
(21)I want to join dancing class this year.

I killed the Day!!! =)

2010-11-18T22:23:00.007+08:00

Nov 16th, I went to the Berjaya Times Square Shopping Mall together with my friend. First we have our lunch at the Kopitiam. Then, we start our shopping therapy. hahah.. actually my mission on that day was looking for wedges && dresses for my sister and at the same time for me, myself too.hahah.. =D After i bought a black dress for my sister, i got myself a black wedges too. Then, i bought another wedges for my sister. fuhhh!! My friend && i entered almost every stores in the Times Square. && of course my legs hurt so bad. On the same day, Korean Food Fair was held at the ground floor of the mall. Dang!!! you know me..i really can't handle myself when it come to things like these..ngahaha.. =D The result, i bought a lot of Korean foods there.. Here are some photos of it:

By the way, I went to the Face Shop outlet too. Gah!! I am too excited after seeing a big photo of KIM HYUN JOONG oppa on the wall. Since I've got nothing to buy for in the outlet, I got myself a red nail polish from THE FACE SHOP && I am satisfied with it. The quality is good & the price is quite reasonable. No regret of getting one for myself..heheh..

Since Christmas is coming nearer, there are so many Christmas trees we can see in the mall. Almost every corner of the mall was decorated with Christmas trees && gifts.
Then, we shopped for more items before we got back to our college. My friend & I arrived college around 10pm.

Like a bird.. ^_^

2010-11-17T05:28:00.005+08:00

On Nov 15th 2010, I officially ended my final examination for this semester.. Don't you know how much the day mean for me?? I mean it was a day that i've been waiting for since the very beginning of this semester. Free from any obligations( business word). hahah.. my last paper was an Investment Analysis. To tell you the truth, i cant answer the questions well enough. I'm pretty sure that i am going to fail the paper. i can't do anything right now. Just pray for a miracle from God. I know He will never let us feel down. So what has past, just let it be. Then after the exam, my friends & i rented a car & we went to the shopping mall bought some stuffs for our barbecue activity. Later that night, we're having our first barbecue for the semester together with our juniors. wow, that night was AWESOME!! We enjoyed the foods very much as we enjoyed all the gossips around us..hahah.. =)Here are some photos that I've captured that night.

Both my friends with their perfect smile..

November's Comeback

2010-11-13T01:29:00.004+08:00

Gahhhhh!!!! After 5 months without any post in here, don't you think it's a miracle for me to come back here & put a post right now?? Not just a post i guess & some changes have been done to my blog. Well, I don't know why but suddenly today i feel like i really miss doing all these stupid stuffs again. Well, as many things i wished to share unfortunately, time is always a limit for me. For your information, i am still in the middle of my final exam week. I have 2 more papers to go and for sure i'll be back very soon with more updates.

I'm BACKKKKKK!!!!

2010-07-12T21:03:00.004+08:00

holla2.. It has been a month..gahhhh!!! i miss this blog so muchhh.. Sorry for ignoring you for this while. Mianhae.. Lagipun, I was so busy with so many things until i have no time to drop even a word here..hye, what was that suppose to mean?? A WORD?? Bagus tak payah post pa2 kan..heh..owh nooo.. this Saturday i balik KL. Meneruskan perjuangan yang masih ada di UPM..My classes was suppose to start today but i make my own holiday. Extra holiday for 1 week. Sorry my lecturers for not attending your classes this week. During this holiday, so many stories i wanna share & talk with you guys. Just hold on & i will post some of the stories here. I know, my stories tak lah sebagus macam cerita Korea ka, se-romantic Twilight ka or sehebat CSI.hahah.. Ok,memandangkan semester baru dah start, i pun dah start balik buat target baru for this semester walaupun sem lepas my target tak lepas2 sebaliknya jatuh tergolek berbanding sem2 yg lalu. && as usual, my mum 'pok pek pok pek' lagi & i listened it carefully *hakikatnya masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan* heheh.. =D by the way, i told my mum about my result sebulan selepas result tu keluar. Actually, i don't want to tell her. Biar dia dpt tau selepas transrkip dihntr ke rumah. Tapi im not that bad.. my mistakes i didn't do well for the exams. Nasib baik my mum tak lah mengamuk sgt..hahah..fuhhh!!! owh ya, this morning World Cup pun dah habis. As i targeted, Spain will be the champ. & it's true.. Tak sia2 aku mnjadi penyokong setia Spain since World Cup 2002. Lagipun, time tu lah first time aku tgk Iker Casillas bermain. Aku menjerit nama dia bagaikan sawan time dorang nak masuk quarter final time tu. Mana tak nya, dorang tentukan winning team dgn penalty. So, if penalty, Goalkeeper lah yg akan mnjdi hero for his team. Malangnya, they lost the game. Casillas pun masih baru time tu..takpa2..dimaafkan juga. Then,makin hari tengok dia makin mantap..Wow,tmbh sayang sama Casillas. Masuk WC 2006, kalah juga.huhu.. it's ok..yang pntg Casillas goalkeeper Real Madrid.. My fav team in Spanish League. Then masuk Euro 2008, baru lah menang. After that winning, Spain pun makin terus memantapkan pasukan nya hingga mampu memenangi World Cup tahun nie..wahh..best2.. Happy giler2..argh,lagi satu aku minat kat Spain nie sbb dulu ramai pemain dia pemain kat Liverpool..Well, aku kan LIVERPOOL DIE HARD FAN!! dulu ada Alonso, Luis Garcia & more. Sekarang ada FERNANDO TORRES pulak..I love TORRES.. FYI, i still simpan Torres punya photos during World Cup 2006 in my collections. Everyday i gunting newspaper bapak i kalau da gmbr Torres.. hahah..gila2 kan.. Iker Casillas pun sama.. Yang penting, Spain dah dapat apa yg diburu selama ini. & i'm happy for them.. Congrats!! VIVA LA ESPANA!!

What do you want??

2010-06-08T23:41:00.006+08:00

owh..today i add more things in my wish list. I'm sure each and everyone of us here have your own wish list. & so do I..huhu.. latest in my wish list is an Iphone 4..yaaaaa, chinguya!!!what do you think about Iphone 4?? I think Iphone 4 is cool & awesome..can i have one??huhu..for sure i can't get it right now..not even later..ok..that's fine..maybe something good will come up again later.. who knows?? ok2..actually, right now aku just target new laptop. I want my laptop to be purple or red in colour.. i have black one already so not interested in black anymore..heheh.. OMO OMO!!! so if RED COLOUR, aku dah target satu laptop brand SONY VAIO..It look great & hot with the red colour.. & if aku mau PURPLE COLOUR, maybe I will buy DELL..hmm..

06062010!!! it is my lucky number.. =))

2010-06-06T21:45:00.003+08:00

JEJU ISLAND!!!!
yoooo..it has been quite long i didn't post any new stories in here..yeah2..been very very busy lately..yea i know i'm not an artist nor a businesswoman but still i'm a human who has to work & earn more money for me to enjoy..hahah..betul bah.. last month so many things dah aku "list'kan in my "THINGS OWNED BY ME" list book..hehe..i really can't help myself anymore..i need to own few things and i know that "THINGS" aren't easy or cheaper for me to get it instantly.. but who care?? i worked hard to earn my own money..luckily both my mummy & daddy quite supportive one..hehe..love them so so much..then, aku mau buat saving juga..so far, aku dah collect around 'ehem2' ringgit.. so my target, hopefully can collect secukup2nya within these two years..i've found the best package dah & just nak tunggu booking ticket & make confirmation..wahahah..giler2 punya keja duh!!!and lagi satu, next sem my friends and i are planning to go Singapore..herm..

wanna go SINGAPORE with me???
shuhhh!!!so many things to buy & so many places to go..yoo!!!!pa dah jadi ngan aku tok???hmm... owh ya, i just wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OPPA, KIM HYUN JOONG!!!yeah,that's what i mean by my lucky number..i've made one special video for him last 2 days..ok..it was just a simple video & i just don't care what others say bout it.. ^_^

[TEASER 2] SS501 - LOVE YA MV

2010-05-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

yaaaaaa!!!!my HYUN JOONG oppa is BACK..owh..you are so HOTTTTTTT in this music video..oppa, be in my dream tonight arasso..Love me, love me, love me like I LOVE YOU!!!ahhh..michigetda!!! i want the full music video to be released soon..really wanted to see him more in the video..huhu..

Super Junior for W Magazine

2010-05-26T01:17:00.004+08:00

owh shit!!!!kyuhyun oppa was so HOT in this photo..please let me be with him for a while..hahah...i'm crazy because of KYUHYUN!!!ahhhhh..michigetda..

holla!!!

2010-05-20T23:45:00.003+08:00

wah..it has been quite long i didn't updating my blog..ya lah..been very very busy few weeks ago..and i just started my part time job last week. Since tomorrow is my off day, so i'm thinking to spare some time updating my blog..hahah..me right now busy mengalahkan artists ok..lagipun i have another blog yang perlu i handle.. And i have to make sure that blog need to be updated almost everyday...hahah..owh, tonight i just wanna share a little bit of my working experiences..Amongst all the part-time jobs I've done so far, this is the first job that fits me well..it is because this is the first time i got a job that failed makes me feel exhausted over & over again. & paling best i can online..then, we can use our handphone anytime & everywhere..Been so lucky to have that job for this holiday..* happy happy mode*

Super Junior - 미인아 (BONAMANA)

2010-05-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

Guys, new song from Suju's fourth album finally has been released. For me, it is a bit sounded like a mixing beats from Ring Ding Dong from Shinee and Sorry Sorry from their previous hit song. It sounds nice but I couldn't hear their voices clearly. Anyway, this is just my own opinion and what about yours?? SUJU, hwaiting!!!!

credits to XDDDD30 for the video.

My Second Blog

2010-05-05T12:19:00.002+08:00

Hye guys..sorry for not updating much on my blog lately..yeah, i know it's holiday so i'm suppose to have more time updating my blog. But currently, i'm busy handling my second blog which i will introduce it to you guys sooner..it just that i am still busy looking for the right materials for the second blog..I'm thinking about making the second blog because this current blog is actually for personal purpose. Since i am addicted to Korean Entertainment, you guys would find out that many posts regarding Kpop or K-drama in this current blog and sadly, it is more about my personal idols..hahah..but i'm sure you guys wanted more than that so that is why i've decided to create another blog which will discuss more about Kpop & Kdrama issues. Furthermore, i'm looking for a partner to work with me for the second blog. So guys, if you're interested, just leave me a comment in the chatbox.

Super Junior makes their comeback with 10 members on 13th may 2010 & Kang-In to join Army soon.

2010-05-05T11:15:00.002+08:00

After have been successfully end up their Super Show 2 last month, now they are ready for their new album which they have make their confirmation date and it will be on May 13th. Unfortunately, this album will only show up 10 members instead of 13. It is quite disappointing to know that Super Junior is currently working for their new album without 13 of them together as before and as we know that Kim Bum is still busy with his acting, Han Kyung in his middle lawsuit and Kang-in who is in planning to be enlisted in the army. The news of Kang-In get enlisted in army is quite surprise announcement by SM Entertainment. This may be the best decision done by him so far. Somehow, we still want you to be back in Suju's activities and I'm sure all ELF out there really wanted Suju to get back like before.

[Full MV] T-ara - We are the one (10.05.03)

2010-05-03T20:15:00.001+08:00

ole ole ole ole..hoh hoh..

[FULL MV] KARA - We're With You

2010-05-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 SONG
yeah..finally full mv has been released..I think this song is better than T-ARA although T-ARA's song fit the theme..anyway, good luck for South Korea team.. hwaiting!!

SS501 Come Back May 2010

2010-05-01T13:16:00.000+08:00

owh..i'm getting crazy over this..please make it fast..i've been waiting for it...can't wait to see you guys hit the MUSIC BANK chart...OMO OMO... i love SS501..OPPA,OPPA saranghaeyo!!!!hahah..

It's 501Day!!!

2010-05-01T01:28:00.004+08:00

annyonghaesaeyo!!!wassup guys?? hope you guys doing pretty fine today..yeah..most probably you guys keep on asking what was that with '501Day'?? okay..let me explain briefly about that..it is actually a big day for my beloved kpop group "ss501" which the number is representing the date today (1st may)..hoho..besides that "501" also representing the unite of 5 men in one entity(SS501)..wooosh!!! For your information, today they are suppose to make their comeback..hoho..after making their successful comeback last september (album REBIRTH) with their revamped image of sexiness, these guys are now back with more darker concept..whoops!! i guess the new concept look a little bit creepy but still, they look SUPER DUPER HOT as always(especially LEADER)..awww..i like!!!hahah..unfortunately, due to some issues they have decided to delay their album and no confirmation date is set for the time being..but the release date most probably will be within this month..so guys, just be patient and wait for the surprise.. and guess WHAT???i'm SO SO EXCITED too!!!here are some photos of their new concept which was released by DSP media in their website..they shouldn't cover their BEAUTIFUL & CHARMING FACE with that creepy MASK anyway. So, just CHECK IT OUT!!!

Leader-Kim Hyun Joong
Kim Hyung Jun
Park Jung Min
Kim KyuJong
Heo Young Saeng

Biggest Loser Ding Dong

2010-04-26T23:54:00.004+08:00

hye!! tonight i came up with one idea where i make a bet with my friend that both of us will try to lose our weight during this holiday..thats sound pretty funny is it?? but i think this is it, the time for me to make an improvement for myself too..hahah..since both of us have cute size, so i'm thinking that why don't both of us make a bet and try to lose our weight during this holidays?? and since he's agreed with the idea, i'm getting excited too for the bet..hahah..whoever win this bet, will have a chance to eat at Kenny Rogers for free as the loser will pay for it..nah..Stel, what u waiting for?? you can do it..i mean u really can DO IT!!!jaga ko AWANG ya!!!standby jak duit byk2 sem depan pakai blanja aku..herm.. =)

KIMCHI..yummy2x

2010-04-26T21:37:00.001+08:00

Suddenly today i feel like i wanna eat kimchi for my dinner..but there's no korean restaurant nearby..so i have to wait until Thursday then i can go out and have my kimchi..heheh..owh, let me tell you guys something about kimchi..Kimchi or Kimchee is a Korea’s national dish. It is made of fermented vegetables. I first started to eat kimchi after watching Fullhouse drama..The reddish look of kimchi makes me wanted it more. Since it is hard to search for kimchi at my hometown, which is how I decided to learn making my own kimchi. I know the taste wouldn’t be same as the original but at least I’ve learnt to cook other dishes besides Malaysian foods. There are many ways of making kimchi, but it usually contains Chinese cabbage, red pepper, garlic, fish sauce, ginger and salt.
The ingredients are mixed up together and put it into container. Just let it be in the container around 3 to 5 days. Actually kimchi is one of the healthiest foods because it has lot of vitamins. Guys, for your information, kimchi are very spicy and have a very strong taste. I guess your first taste of kimchi wouldn’t be the same as the first taste of fried chicken..hahah. Even me, myself need a little bit of time to get used of the taste. But since I love ‘Hanguk’ very much, I’ve try to learn their cultures bit by bit. But still I am proud to say that I am Malaysian although I adore Koreans very much. Yeah, don’t forget have a try of kimchi ok.. –peace-

Berbalas Pantun..

2010-04-25T00:41:00.005+08:00

Mesti u guys tertanya2 kan why the topic is "BERBALAS PANTUN"??hmmm..actually i just wanted to tell you some funny moment happened to me just few hours ago..okay, this is how the story started..Tengah2 I baca my notes for AUDIT, suddenly my cellphone ringing..i looked at the screen, "1 message received"..I thought it was from my mum..So, i opened the message and i looked at the sender's name, ooowh..it was from my friend, SULIHA SOGA..nahhh..you know this friend of mine, the first time you meet her, you probably think that she's kinda someone that can be trusted and she's naive..But the longer you know her, then you will know her real attitude(i mean the craziest one)..ngahaha..(p/s Le, jan ko makan dalam ya..hehe)Then, i read her message..and suddenly, biggest grin on my face..huahaha..(tau la ko tension Le)heheh..this is her first message:

Le: 2,3 kucing berlari,
mn kn sama si kucing belang,
sorong papan tarik papan,
buah keranji dlm perahu.

(Then, i replied her message with other pantun)

me: buah kelapa di luar pagar,
ambil galah tolong jolokkan;
saya budak baru blaja,
kalau silap, paham2 lah sendiri.

(then she replied)

Le: Pergi ke sabah menaiki basikal,
naik basikal ke ngri sabah;
basikal di naik ke ngri sabah,
ngri sabah basikal dinaik.

(i replied back)

me: pergi ke sarawak naik kapal selam,
sarawak dituju dgn kapal selam;
skali naik terus menyelam,
namanya pun kapal selam.

(lastly, she gives up..but still she replied me with pantun)

Le: Selesai sudah pantun untk ari nie,
dharap smua thibur hati;
salah silap harap dimaafi,
sapa marah jumpalah tok kadi.(siap mnta smpaikan salam sm tok kadi)

Me: 'Terima kasih' aku ucapkan,
'sama2' engkau balaskan;
salam engkau sudah ku kirimkan,
'salam dtrima' tok kadi ucapkan.

(in the end, tok kadi mengamuk kitaorg tak study audit lagi..SIBOK JAK NAK BERBALAS PANTUN)

nah..that's the end of story..Cerita ini xda kena mengena dgn siapa2 mahupun yg masih hidup, separuh hidup atau x hidup lagi.. Saja2 nak lepaskan tension..thanks Le sebagai pembuka tirai ya..hahah..

Y.E.S!!!

2010-04-23T14:54:00.004+08:00

aigoo~~~...aiiii chicha!!! i can DO IT, and it happened..argh..I've passed my JPJ TEST!!owh..i thought i might not be able to do it but thanked GOD, YOU gave me the strength and the CONFIDENCE..ahh..but i still rasa sedih because my 'CHINGUYA' failed the test..TIPAH!! next time, do your BEST..macam tak best jugak celebrate sorg2.. I even felt guilty at the time you scream out my name lepas ko terkandas di BUKIT tue..huhu..i'm sorry because i cannot do anything to help you out..huhuh..but, bila ingat balik pengalaman kita start dari last week, mmg funny bah juga..hahah..punya semangat kita first day kelas tu tp bila balik frust gila2 pulak gara2 BUKIT tue..hahah..Hopefully, ko buat yg terbaik ya bila repeat balik test tu d Sandakan nanti..pilih CIKGU yg best2..yg boleh ajar ko sampai ko expert gila2 ngan BUKIT tu nanti..hahah..Hentam jak bukit tu macam kita biasa buat..ngahaha..So, when i get back Miri next week, i want to have my first drive as soon as i arrive in MIRI..hoho..tinggi angan2..Daddy, lend me your car okay..hahah..Here some photos taken by me..Just for kenangan yg x brapa indah..heheh..

Gambar BUKIT yang menghantui kami dari LAST WEEK..heheh..

BARISAN KERETA2 YANG AKAN BERLEPAS..heh..

DREAM CONCERT 2010

2010-04-20T12:15:00.003+08:00

td aku ckp mo chow, tp aku baru bukak email and received news about this..
Guys yang minat KOREA, Dream Concert has been scheduled to take place at Seoul World Cup Stadium on 22nd May 2010..Jom kita pergi ramai2(in our dream)..Nama pun dream concert..hahah..There are 20 performing artists that have been confirmed to attend the concert(Super Junior,SNSD,2PM,Wonder Girls,Rain,Lee Hyori,SS501,KARA,After School,SHINee,f(x),BEAST,T-ara,MBLAQ,4minute,U-Kiss,Rainbow,ZE:A,Davichi,F.cuz).
Wish it is in MALAYSIA!!!dah la i missed SUJU's concert that day, next time I sure gila2 pergi punya especially SS501 punya concert..NO MATTER WHAT!!!huhu..but, don't worry..this concert will be taped and akan ada peluang for you guys to watch it in television..okay!!daa!!!

wargh!!!!

2010-04-20T12:01:00.002+08:00

aduina!!!baru ari tok ku dapat update blog ku..sengal gila wei..uspot kat kolej sampe ritok lagi sawan..enth bila nak sembuh2 dari sawan nya ya..paksa la aku membawa diri ke library..alasan mok study, tp bila dah dpt on9 alu lupa daratan..punya gila2 aku men"DOWNLOAD" smua korean game shows yg ada kat youtube..uiseh..BALAS DENDAM nampak..heheh..ya lah, aku perlukan hiburan selepas study sampe stress gila2..jd korean game shows jak lah yg boleh membuat kan jiwa raga ku tenang di samping melihat artis-artis KESAYANGAN ku membuat kerja2 gila..haha..hah..lagi satu, minggu tok mmg akn buat aku stress gila2 coz aku da 3 papers mgu tok and tmbah gik ngan ujian JPJ jumaat tok..adush!!!BENGONG aku!!!tp MUMMY ku cakap. just focus pada yg perlu sahaja..so thats mean, i just need to focus in my final not that JPJ..lagipun LESEN tu just sebagai keperluan sahaja..jd apa2 pun yg berlaku hari jumaat nie, guys i need you to support me..okay!!hopefully, i can LULUS both exams..bah, aku continue study lok..so, if aku rajin pegi library esok lusa, i will update more..heheh.. CHOW!!! ANNYONG!!

GOALS!!!

2010-04-06T20:56:00.006+08:00

Halo guys.. FYI, I feel a little bit disappointed today after receiving my midterm results.. It just that i can not accept why i am not able to score well in all subjects..some revisions have been made before the exams and yet, my results still the same..owh..what am i suppose to do??should i lock myself in the room and study for 24 hours..THAT WAS CRAZY YUUUUUU!!! argh.. So, in order to overcome all these frustrations, i set another new goals..yeah..hopefully it will be simple and achievable.. Why do we need goals??? HYE!!! everyone needs goals. Having goals makes you more successful because they keep your mind in what is important to you.. But make sure the goals you have set for yourself are achievable..Hopefully, you guys will not end up just like me!!! I AM IN FRUSTRATION MODE NOWWWWW!!!aaaaaaaaa!!!! MICHIGETDA!!!!

sux wireless!!!

2010-04-05T21:01:00.007+08:00

damn!!i really hate when my internet connection is slow like s**t!! i can not post anything in my facebook..not a single word..shit lah!! luckily i can log in into my blog..should i own one broadband for myself instead of using free wireless at my college..duh!!it wasn't free actually..it's included in my semester fees...so pls someone, repair the connection for your students..we pay for that okay!!! We've paid our money to you, then give us the best services..ARASSO!!

wee!!!

2010-04-05T14:40:00.004+08:00

halo!!annyonghaesayo..yeah..YUKIKO is back with more stories..hahah..but it just that i'm not free enough to post all my stories in here..well, at least i'm done with my assignments and now i just need to focus for my final exams..another 25 days left and i'm just too excited to get back to my hometown..owh MIRI!!! you just don't know how much i miss you..gagaga!!!after i'm done with my final, i will update my blog with latest korean news..yeah..i know..some of you guys are KOREAN FREAKS just like me..damn you..hahah..owh, before i forgot i just wanted to say "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY" to EUNHYUK(SUJU)..he's 24 years old now(korean calendar)..yeah, i've seen his pictures at Shin Dong's profile..Seems like they are having small party with Suju's members and also one of f(x) member..yeah..they are currently busy with their new project and that is why no grand celebration for EUNHYUK..but that's okay..hopefully EUNHYUK will be much healthier and happier..!!hahah.. SANG-IL CHUKAHAMNIDA!!if you are infront of me right now, i'm going to dance GEE-SNSD for you as a present from me..ngahaha.. GEE(4x) BABY(2x) BABO~~

Pssttt!!!

2010-03-24T01:58:00.003+08:00

hye guys..wassup??hope you guys doin' pretty fine..yeah, today i'm coming back with my new mood and hopefully will be much better after this..it just that i am not really in a good mood few days ago up until i got fever..owh,that was totally SHIT..and for sure i cried a lot these days but in the end i think that was the craziest things i ever done in my life..most of my friends know about that..haha..it was so funny when i kept thinking back about what had happened.. and now i'm back with the same me but in different attitudes where i will fight more to get what i want after this.. I am a fighter and i will get what i want no matter how many ways i need to take..hah..HWAITING!!!!SHE'S BACK WITH HER ATTITUDE!!!

FRUSTRATED

2010-03-21T13:14:00.004+08:00

oouh..i am TOTALLY FRUSTRATED today..once again i missed the chance to go for SUJU's Super Show 2 Concert last night.. Last year I was not able to go for SS 501 showcase in KL just because I have exam on that day..Yesterday, I was busy whole day with some what stupid things..huhu..It is totally unfair..how i really wanted to go for their show but somehow all these kind of things came up and stopped me from meeting them.. WTF!!!

My Top 10 Flower Boys..Saranghae..

2010-03-20T01:53:00.006+08:00

HYUN JOONG oppa, pretty boy will be my first oppa..haha..

Here come sexy Si Won oppa in 2nd..

It's min ho 3rd..he's not my oppa but my dong saeng..haha..

Cool Jang geun suk in 4th

Cute Ki Bum in 5th

Handsome Lee Min Ho in 6th.

Korean rockstar, Jung Yong Hwa in 7th.

Steady Jung Eui Chui in 8th..

Baby DongHae in 9th

Hero the Prince in 10th.

woow..all these guys are awesome..

Stars Falling From The Sky- Last episode

2010-03-19T23:36:00.002+08:00

huhu..i've watched the final episode and it is quite disappointing..huhu..although it was a happy ending but i expect the ending could be different from other drama(s).. In my opinion, the drama should at least extend for another 2 episodes before it ended. At least, I can see more scenes where both them (Jin Pal-Kang & kang Ha) get together and for sure,that is how I can see the different side of Kang Ha compared to his character in the beginning of the drama.wah..what to do?? it just happened the way the director want it to be..hahah..But overall, the drama was totally exciting and enjoyable.. especially any scenes involving the 5 kids around(pal-kang's younger siblings)..

Rating: 4/5 stars

I have the right to reject it!!!

2010-03-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

woow..it's a relief..finally i fight for my right and now i am free..yes,that's it..free from anything that pushing you to do something that you don't even bother.. hah..I am sorry if my words and actions make you people feel pretty pathetic..but that is how you guys should be..Now you know who is the real me..Maybe before I was just to naive and follow what you people want me to do and in fact I need to do all the stupid things just to make you feel easy to deal with me.But now, you people try to use me and to tell you the truth i am not that easy...just what had happened today..you want me to speak up, okay that is not a problem for me..once i speak up my words, there you go.. You will feel that you are just damned pathetic..anyway, good luck for everything..whatever you guys plan for me after this, it doesn't matter.. i still have lot of friends with me. Be careful..just let us be with our own way..you guys just do your work and stop talking shit about us because you're making us famous..

Talking Shits!!!

2010-03-17T01:45:00.004+08:00

huhu..i just can't express about what i felt right now..this weekend i need to spend my precious days at somewhere in Johore..i feel sad, mad, and a little bit of confusing..why do they need to force people to join their activities?? please accept the reality..you know what's your problem but you just can't accept it.. what you know is just you keep on pointing your fingers at someone's fault.. you think we're happy with what you had planned for us??NOT AT ALL!!!in fact we are getting fed up of all these things happened around us..keep on forcing us to do something that we don't even bothered..we have the rights too..so why don't you just let us be with our own ways and YOU,stop being a DICTATOR..

Stars Falling from The Sky- 19th episode

2010-03-16T15:06:00.004+08:00

i'm getting excited to watch the ending!!!another last episode..can't wait for it..i want it right now..wargh...

aigoo..cute baby..

2010-03-16T02:11:00.003+08:00

hye guys..just because i'm too stress right now,i looked up for some photos in my folders and i found one cute photo in it..i think i downloaded it few days or weeks ago..it is a photo of cute baby..and the baby's cute face has become a truly cool and handsome guy right now..hahah..just take a look at it and guess who the hell is that cute little baby??? i bet his eyes can tell you who's that guy..i'm going to give you the answer sooner..* hint: he's an artist and currently busy promoting his first top drama'..hoho..

unique facts about Sarawak- my homeland!!!

2010-03-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

Petroleum
Miri is the historic centre of Sarawak's oil industry, and visitors can still view the very first oil well, known as the “Grand Old Lady”, where oil was first struck in 1910.

The multi-billion dollar Malaysian Liquefied Natural Gas complex (MLNG) in Bintulu produces 23 million tons of liquid natural gas a year, and is the world's largest and most productive LNG plant.

The Shell Middle Distillate Synthesis (SMDS) plant in Bintulu is the first and only one of its kind in the world. It takes raw liquid natural gas as feedstock and transforms it into high quality speciality chemicals.

Technology
Sarawak is the first state in Malaysia to fully implement e-government, where every state government department can communicate with one another and is accessible to citizens via the Internet.

Sarawak's fastest growing industrial sector is microelectronics. Thanks to a well educated workforce, low land prices and special incentives from the government, there are now more than a dozen microelectronics and associated companies operating at the Sama Jaya Free Trade Zone in Kuching.

The Sarawak State Library, Pustaka Negeri Sarawak, is the first E-library in Malaysia, i.e. the first to offer its full collection of books, documents, journals and archives to online users.

Education
Sarawak's literacy rate has risen from less that 30% at independence to over 95% today, one of the greatest educational achievements in the developing world.

Sarawak is fast becoming one of the region's major educational hubs. It is home to two government universities, two branch campuses of Australian universities, two teacher training colleges and a host of private colleges offering external degree courses from universities around the word.

The city of Miri is home to the newest and most advanced Vocational Training Centre in Malaysia, offing skills training in everything from woodworking to TV production.

Culture
Sarawak's official bird is the Rhinoceros Hornbill, and the state is officially known as Bumi Kenyalang, Land of the Hornbills. In earlier times, the Ibans of Sarawak believed that the Rhinoceros Hornbill acted as a messenger between humans and their gods.

Sarawak's many ethnic groups all celebrate their festivals with “open house”, offering visitors traditional hospitality. The major “open house” festivals are Hari Raya Idul Fitri (Malays and other Muslims), Chinese New Year, Christmas, Deepavali (Hindu) and Gawai Dayak (the Iban and Bidayuh harvest festival).
Sarawakians are always concerned for the well being of visitors, and it is unforgivable for a guest to go hungry. Instead if greeting people with “apa khabar” (how are you?) like other Malaysians, they often prefer to use “sudah makan?” (have you eaten?).

History
Sarawak has a very ancient history; the burial grounds at Niah Caves National Park are evidence of the oldest modern human settlement in Southeast Asia, and the cave area has been continuously inhabited for 40,000 years, making it one of the most important archaeological sites in the world.

Sarawak has been an important source of precious stones, birds' nests and jungle produce from as early as the 5th Century CE, according to ancient Chinese trading records.

Although ruled by foreign “White Rajahs”, Sarawak was still an independent country until 1946, when in a much-disputed Act of Cession it became one of Great Britain's last colonies. Sarawak regained independence with the Formation of Malaysia on 16th September 1963.

Literature

Sir James Brooke, the first White Rajah of Sarawak (ruled 1841-1868), was the model for the flawed yet heroic adventurer Jim in Joseph Conrad's famous novel, “Lord Jim”.

The famous English writer W. Somerset Maugham was almost drowned in the tidal bore on the Lupar River at Sri Aman in 1921. This later became the basis for one of his best known short stories, “The Yellow Streak”.

Sarawak is the location of most of the fictional adventures of the pirate king Sandokan, the “Tiger of Malaya” in the novels by Italian writer Emilio Salgari. These were made into an animated TV series in the 1990s.

Nature
The mixed dipterocarp forests that cover 50% of Sarawak's land area are one of the richest habitats known to science. They provide a home to more than 200 mammal species, 5,000 different species of beetle and over 3,500 species of butterflies and moths.

Gunung Mulu National Park, a World Heritage Site in Northeast Sarawak, can boast the world's largest cave chamber, the Sarawak Chamber, and the world's largest cave corridor, the Deer Cave.

Bako National Park, near Kuching, is no larger than Manhattan Island, yet this small area contains seven completely distinct plant ecosystems. Bako's weird and wonderful plant life includes air-breathing mangroves, carnivorous pitcher plants and sundews, and symbiotic ant-plants.

Science
Sir Alfred Russel Wallace, the great naturalist and co-proposer of the theory of evolution (with Sir Charles Darwin), did most of his work on natural selection in the rainforests of Sarawak.

Lambir Hills National Park near Miri is a very important centre for scientific research, especially plant sciences. Thanks to its unique geology and location, it has the highest level of plant biodiversity in the world.

Shell's virtual reality centre in Miri, the Advanced Collaborative Environment (ACE), is the most advanced in Southeast Asia. It is used for well planning, seismic interpretation and platform design. Its high resolution projection system and huge 28-foot (9 metre) curved screen allows scientists to work directly with colleagues all over the world.

Sport
The Sarawak Stadium in Kuching was built in order to host the FIFA World Youth Championship in 1997. It is a world-class multi-use stadium seating 40,000 spectators, with excellent hospitality facilities and good access for disabled visitors.

The Sarawak Regatta is Sarawak's number one sporting and social event. Held since the mid 1860s, the first weekend of September sees thousands of locals lining the Kuching Waterfront to cheer on their favourite traditional war canoes.

Miri is the home of the first and only international standard motorsport facility in Borneo, the Miri International Go-Kart Stadium.

Infrastructure
Sarawak has four major ports, at Kuching, Miri, Bintulu and Sibu. Bintulu is by far the largest as it is the only export gateway for Malaysia's biggest export earner - Liquefied Natural Gas (LNG) - and can handle the largest tankers currently afloat.

There are four international airports in Sarawak, at Kuching, Sibu, Miri and Bintulu, as well as over 20 minor airports and rural airstrips. Kuching is the largest,and is able to handle all types of aircraft up to Boeing 747-400. Sibu, Miri and Bintulu are all able to handle medium sized regional jets.

Sarawak is linked by road from north to south by the Pan Borneo Highway, which connects onwards to Sabah (through Brunei) and to Pontianak in West Kalimantan (Indonesia). All major towns and cities have easy road access to one another.

Geography
Sarawak is part of Borneo, the third largest island in the world after Greenland and New Guinea. Borneo's land area of 744,108 square km (287,300 square miles) makes it slightly smaller than Turkey and about 15% larger than France.

Although surrounded by the volcanic and earthquake-prone “ring of fire”, Sarawak, like the rest of Borneo, enjoys very high geological stability and earthquakes and volcanic eruptions are completely unknown.

Sarawak's 563 km long Rejang River is the longest in Malaysia, and drains roughly one third of Sarawak's entire land area. There are a further 20 major river systems in Sarawak that are each over 100 km in total length and drain over 1,000 square km.

Trivia
The tallest building in Sarawak is currently the 28-storey Wisma Sanyan in Sibu. This will be eclipsed in 2009 with the construction of the 150-metre tall Kuching Tower, housing Sarawak's new state-of-the-art convention centre.

A small section of cave floor in Niah National Park is home to the world's first and only earwig sanctuary, protecting the unique earwigs that feed on the flaking skin of naked bats.

The Brooke dynasty, who ruled Sarawak from 1841 to 1946 and were known as the “White Rajahs”, were arguably the last native Englishmen ever to rule a country, as the current British Royal Family is in fact of German descent.

* sources from "http://www.sarawakcb.com/index/page/?id=15&col=3"

drama again!!! -Stars Falling From The Sky-

2010-03-14T13:43:00.004+08:00

hye3..yeah,just because i feel free today, i'm going to post a lot of stuff today..hahah..so let me tell you guys about one of new drama in 2010 I've been followed since last January..Up until today, there are 18 episodes I've been watched and to me, i really like the drama very much..The drama started with good stories in the very beginning..and the climax make me wanted to watch more and more from the drama..The drama was actually about 2 workers from insurance company (Jin Pal-kang & Won Kang Ha). Jin Pal-Kang always dream about Won Kang Ha to be her Prince.She tries to catch any attention from Kang-Ha for almost 5 years. But Kang-Ha instead never know about her existence. He never care about everything that happened around him. But after the sudden death of Pal-Kang parent, she needs to take care of her 5 younger siblings and that is how she became someone with full responsibilities and worked at Kang-Ha's house as housekeeper..Then, what happen next??watch it yourself..hahah..woow..it will be a good thing if i can make any summary like this in my exams or assignments..owh,ok!!back to the story..And until today, there is only 2 episodes left and i just can't wait to watch it until the end..argh..and i know usually at the end,it will be a happy ending for any kdrama.. But,hopefully the happy ending for this drama will be different from others..hahah..

He's replacing Kim Hyun Joong oppa..

2010-03-14T13:05:00.004+08:00

Finally, it has been revealed that You're Beautiful star, Jang Geun Seuk will be the one who replacing Kim Hyun Joong in up coming kdrama "MY PET" (not so sure about the title).. In my previous posts last January, I said that Hyun Joong oppa has rejected an offer to be the main actor in the drama..That time i was totally frustrated as i really wanted to watch him acting again..But as i said before, he has his own reason for declining the offer.. but now, i'm happy to hear that Jang Geun Seuk will be the main actor replacing my oppa..hahah..I love Jang Geun Seuk too(my 2nd oppa)!!!owh..michigetda..hahah.. aigoo..i'm very excited to see how the drama look like.. and i also have said before that this drama is based on Japanese Manga and there is already japanese drama related to this manga "kimi wa petto"(jun matsumoto as the main actor)..woooow..

AWESOME!!!

2010-03-13T00:48:00.003+08:00

AWESOME!!hah..that is how i wanna describe my day today..this morning we rent a car from someone..at first we went to Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara at Putrajaya..yeah.. 3 of my friends need to renew their IC as they have reached 21 years old this year..wakaka..and we get lost for the 1st time in Putrajaya when we are searching for JPN's building..Finally, we found it which was actually infront of 'Mahkamah Negara'. After settle everything in JPN, we went to alamanda which is also situated in Putrajaya..for me, there is nothing interesting at alamanda..It just the same as other malls too. But,we actually take most of our time in alamanda watching movie 'Niyang Rapik'..After that, we get back to our college and rest for a while..Around 8pm, we planned to go 'South City Plaza' and there we shopped a lot of stuff..I even bought one small japanese table for me to study on my bed..haha..and it's CUTE!!Totally cute with ABC's written on it..hahah..but the funniest thing happened before we reached south city plaza is we lost in highway..i mean, we took the wrong way and how we ended up at stesen LRT Sungai Besi..Luckily, we managed to find out any u-turn to go back to the place we suppose to be..hehe..then,after a long shop at south city plaza, we went to kajang for dinner..yeah.. last week i did went to kajang and have some sate kajang and today i made it again..wahh.. I LOVE SATE!!nyum2.. For sure, before we get to our destination, we lost again..hahah..owh..i just can't imagine how many time we got lost today..but everything we ended up finding the right way and have our amazing time together..and i think our life also can be that way..sometimes we also can get lost with our life, but if you have faith in you, i'm sure there will be more ways for you to reached the destinations..i really learn something today.. Although our journey make me really exhausted, i still can feel the excitement and the best moments we had for this semester..hahah..and the BEST thing happen before we get back to UPM is how our driver who is one of my friend speed his car when passing the plaza tol..he actually needs to get a ticket from the counter where we need to pay for the tol at other counter before arrive at UPM.. so, without any ashamed, we apologised to the person who is in charged at the counter..wow.. i think a case like this only happened to us..it shows how excited we were..hahah..

Why- Secondhand Serenade

2010-03-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

Annyonghaesayo!!!

2010-03-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

hye2..i'm back..but i've nothing much to share today..it just that i'm very grateful that 3 exams are done.. it was a tough week for me once again.. Luckily in my first lecture today, my lecturer told us something precious about life..geez!! i am REALLY THAT DAMN MOTIVATED to what he had said..one of the quotation he told us is " Life is a BITCH, but you ended up marrying the BITCH"..and another one is "GENIUS is a nickname of HARDWORKING"..yeah,he's right too saying that sometimes we need all this motivation words to get us motivated..and last time, i've read one motivation book and it states that to deal with your life everyday, try to have one sentence of motivation words early in the morning. and make it as your motivator for the day..hah..that's COOL!! guys,what ya' waiting for?? do find some sentences that can motivate you..i am sure you will be able to handle all problems come to you.. -peace-

Obviously, I'm Happy Today!!!

2010-03-04T20:40:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,
I am a little bit happy today and in my very very good mood..Today, you called me once again.. For the first time, you and me in a long conversation..and you make jokes about Darren and his girl..How dare you??hahah..Going to tell him bout' that..am I threatening you??hahah..But after the conversation, still deep down in my heart I'm a little bit upset too after thinking to what I've done to you..But it seem like you have try to forget the past and me too!!Honestly, I have started to like you bit by bit but I am still not very sure about my feeling..I am too scared to fall in love because usually it will ended up hurting me badly and I have seen these things happened to lot of my friends..owh..am i fobia with love???NO, I"M NOT!!!!so let the time decide everything..
Second thing that got me into good mood today is my License L is OUT!!yoops!! I can have my driving class after this and I'm just too excited to get all this thing over.. hah..damn!! i nearly forgot about my midterm this sunday..okay, gonna stop here..I NEED TO STUDY!!!

MIDTERM!!!ASSIGNMENTS!!!PROGRAMS!!!

2010-03-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

wargh..i am very tired..exams, assignments and programs are making my life up side down.. Everyday i couldn't catch enough sleep and rest..DAMNED!!! I can't wait to have my holidays..I can do whatever i like..I even can sleep whole day long without any disturbance... I can watch many dramas and movies anytime.. I can play my guitar as loud as i want..I can eat whatever i love..I can have my time reading my favourite story books..Owh, HOLIDAYS!!!i really need you..come as fast as you can..here are some activities within these few weeks:

05th march: Interview for assignment in Bangi
07th march: Midterm for Management Accounting 2
08th march: Second test for Company Law
11th march: Midterm Taxation
13th march: Senior's Night Program
14th march: Second Test for Writing
16th march: Midterm for Technique Quantitative
23th march: Entrepreneurship Night

God,help me to go through all these things..and give me the strength.. =)

Holla!! aku rindu kelakar Sarawak, pok!!

2010-03-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

hye3x!! Today I wanna post something using my Sarawakian Language..heheh.. Deh!! lamak2 aku ada blog tok sik prnh nak pake bahasa swk eyh..terok alu juak aku tok..tek petang tiba2 teringat umah kat sarawak alu la tek teringin gilak nak kelakar sarawak. tapi dah sikda org ctok mok dikelakar dengan, post kat blog pun jadik lah..hahah..Jauh ne pun aku pegi, Swk tetap di hati..chewah..mintak puji jak eyh..ari ya ku padah mok stop blogging kejap tp mcm sik jadi pulak.asal online jak, mesti ku nak post something kat blog tok..lebih kurang kedak DIARY aku lah tok..Sebenarnya bnyk dah ku post kat blog tok, hmpir tiap hari jak tp malas nak kasi publish..hahah..biar lah..tempat meluahkan perasaan jak bah kan..at least sikda juak org nak makan dalam kah, sik puas hati kah lepas ku luahkan semuanya kat blog tok..herm..eyh, bok perasan ari tok kan hari pertama bulan mac.waseh..cepat eyh masa berlalu..makin ari makin tua jak rasa..tup tup dah 21 tahun dah tahun tok walaupun blm masuk lg lah..heheh..tp perange tetap kedak biak 18 tahun..pa kah??lagi 2 tahun aku akan hbs blaja..uiii..sik sangka kejap jak rasa study 4 tahun kat UPM tok..kelak sem 6 g praktikal gik.dah ya kenak praktikal kat audit firm..camne la tok kelak?? buat soalan polah jurnal pun dah tunggang langgang tok kan lg buat akaun untuk company duit juta2..seram sejuk juak mun d pikirkan..aisehmen..cakap pasal audit, bok juak marek aku exam audit..aisehmen..punya la bnyk soalan aplikasi..apakah?? harap2 dr dzul ya sik strict gilak semak exm..mun jak nya yg semak..aduina..dah la slalu jak d panggil dlm kelas nya..lagi kelas tadi..adakah nya perasan juak baju yg d pake ku ya ada perkataan Danga Bay??eee..nya tok semua bnda eyh diperhatikan..geli jak rasa..
dah ya nya ingat aku beli baju ya suka2..wei,ingat aku x tauk cne Danga Bay ka arh?? I was there, man!!Herm..eyh2..mok mintak puji gik tok..next week aku dapat lesen 'L'..hahah..hopefully aku dapat hbs kan kelas aku sem tok juak then dpat lesen 'P' as soon as possible pasya dpt gi meronggeng-ronggeng kat miri time cuti kelak..deh..ngegeh na juak aku tok owh..hahah.. dah excited gilak nak ya petang tek smpat juak mimpi aku tok embak keta abang ku jalan2..dah ya d tahan polis gara2 sik pake tali pinggang keselamatan..uina..risau juak aku ngan test jpj tok kelak..hopefully kenak yg okay lah..sik cerewet gilak..huhu..wah..bok perasan bnyk alu juak dah cita ku tok..sbnrnya bnyk gik tp penat juak nak nge'taip' smuanya..heheh..senang hati ku lepas dah kelakar sarawak tok..lepaskan gian bah..skali skala..makasih diary sbb ko jak lah tmpt k aku meluah..wuahahah.. Anyway,mun ku rajin2 nak post cita gik aku akan post lebih bnyk dr tok..kinek aku stop smpe ctok jak..bnyk gik keja ku nak polah bah..ee..buang masa na ku tok kan..terok2..aku start busy minggu tok ngan assignments, exams, and more programs to go on..ho-ho-ho!!!

Nobody but You!!!

2010-02-27T02:17:00.003+08:00

In my previous post i did say that i wanna stop blogging for a while but tonight I just cannot do it..While I am reading my notes, suddenly your face and your cutest smile appeared in my mind and that is how it make my tears rolled down on my face once again.. This is not what I want from the very beginning but now my heart keep beating so fast every time I think of you. You are totally right..I've just felt what you have felt..but still, I'm not going to decide it yet.. Maybe the pain is just for a while and so do you..Anyway, thanks for the phone call last Monday.. Although I'm hurting inside, but I am still happy after listening to your voice and you started to make jokes again.. Maybe that is why I am sad sometimes because nobody can make me laugh out loud just like what you did.

26th February 2010

2010-02-26T10:27:00.002+08:00

Finally i have time to put some words in my blog today..This week I've been very busy and luckily today we are having 1 day off. Tomorrow I am going for '6 hours workshop' and it is one of the requirement for me in order to get my 'L license'. Then on Sunday I will have my AUDIT MIDTERM..I haven't read my notes until today and it prove that I am still wasting my time by doing NOTHING..comon STEL!! stop dreaming and stop making stupid activities!! Gargh!!!and i need to stop BLOGGING for a while and will be back after my midterm is done..Daa..

When a guy have a crush on you!!

2010-02-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

(1) He is sweet to you.
(2) He always wanted to sits next to you or infront of you so that your eyes are on
him.
(3) He starts to avoiding you for few moments and sometimes acting very strange
around you.
(4) Sometimes, he tries to pick a fight with you and always make you think that "HE IS
TOTALLY SHITS"!!
(5) He always making fun of you in front of your friends.
(6) And one day he suddenly asks you out.

p/s If you have a crush on someone, just don't tell anyone because if you tell at
least 3 people around you, I'm sure they will tell everybody. So, what you gonna
say??

Sunway Pyramid

2010-02-21T02:03:00.003+08:00

heh..I like it!! for sure i love shopping in sunway pyramid compare to other malls.. Unfortunately it is damn far from my campus so i just can not afford to go there every time I need my shopping therapy..In Sunway Pyramid, there are so many choices, nice designed of clothes and the price is also affordable..Last Tuesday, I went to Sunway Pyramid together with my friends. Upon arriving there, we looked for special place to eat and it ended up at MR. TEPPANYAKI..yeah..we ate japanese foods..Actually I'm looking for Korean foods but I have no idea why we ended up at MR TEPPANYAKI place..Luckily, the foods was okay and guess what?? Datuk Ismail Sabri a.k.a Dafi's Dad sitting next to our table together with his wife and Dafi's lil' bro.. Later then, we watched people playing ice skate and how one of my friend suddenly wanted to have her own experience play ice skating too. After we walked around for a while, we came back to the ice skating court. Since two of my friends really wanted NOT to play the ice skating as they are too afraid of falling and my other friend was not feeling well, so I am the only one who need to accompany my other friend,Jessica playing the ice skate..I have NO REGRET at all playing the ice skate..I do have my own experince too!!hahah..Actually there is no big different playing ice skate with roller blade/skate.. Once you know how to balance yourself, that will be pretty fine..I really enjoy played ice skating and for sure I will go there again next time and play more.. And i do love the cute gloves i used during the ice skating..Although there is no SNOW in malaysia, I still owned one snow-glove..hahah..

HAENG-BOK-IYA

2010-02-20T16:52:00.002+08:00

wah..I never did all these things during holidays in my previous semesters.For the first time,I spent my mid-sem break with great experiences.. It started on Sunday where I was brought by my friend's sister to Putrajaya.. The next day we went to Sunway Pyramid. On Wednesday till Friday, we were in Johor Bahru..yoo!! On the next post, I will show ya'all every single detail the activities that we went through and not to forget some photos that we have taken during the trips..yeay yeay yeay!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

2010-02-14T00:57:00.004+08:00

TO ALL MY FRIENDS, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY..
ENJOY YOUR DAY WITH YOUR LOVE ONE!!
SARANGHAEYO..

13th Feb. 2010

2010-02-13T12:15:00.003+08:00

owh..it is 12pm and i just woke up!!i'm thinking what to do next beside surfing internet..I really cannot make a proper plan for my holiday.everything i do, it will happen just like that and usually what I'm doing is not useful at all. I really mean it..huhu..yeah, i just bought one book yesterday and it is CHICKEN SOUP..hehe..it's been quite long i didn't read that book since leaving high school 4 years ago..now, i will continue to get update with CHICKEN SOUP and i just don't care how much money i need to spend to get one.I started to love reading right now.. =)

Heart vs Hurt

2010-02-12T01:22:00.006+08:00

ouch..once again, my heart hurt and how i feel so dumb..what was wrong with me?? waiting for something unsure is really FUCKING HURT..I'm scared to say it out but keeping it inside make me suffer a lot and still i'm not ready with what you have told me before..I am still confuse with my own feeling and i can't drag you into this problem..i am so sorry for making you feel guilty about what i've said to you before. I can't have you but at the same time i can't lose you. I know I'm too selfish about this but you have promised me to wait until my final answer.. I hope your decision going away to SYDNEY is not because of the problem we are having right now.Just give me more time and hopefully i will be able to give you my whole heart for you..Hope to see you soon as I really miss your jokes and laughters..

holiday is coming soon!!

2010-02-11T09:39:00.003+08:00

yeepie!!yeepie!! holiday is coming soon..I am so so damn happy as i can have enough rest and feel free continue watching my dramas and movies..there are too many dramas n movies queuing up in my list..hahah..AIGOO!!SHIRO..i shouldn't think my holiday going to be that easy..exams are waiting for me after this holiday then many programs need to be handle..argh!! MICHIGETDA AH!!!naa..what am i suppose to do??now, everything is messing up on my mind..doing this and that!! Holiday for a week doesn't make sense for us..that is not ENOUGH for us to prepare everything...gagaga..whatever lah..do i look like i care??hahah..as long as i'm happy and not stress at all during this holiday that will be pretty fine..HAPPY HOLIDAY guys..yuhuu.. =D

Just for fun!!

2010-02-08T09:31:00.001+08:00

Stella, You've been living for 20 years, 2 months, and 9 days
You've been living for 20 years, 2 months, and 9 days. You were born on a Thursday. Your date of conception was probably 9th March 1989. You've seen 6. leap years. Your Zodiac Sign is Sagittarius. Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is Snake. Your Ruling Planet is Jupiter. Your Birthstone is Topaz. Your Birth Flower is Chrysanthemum. Your Birth Tree is Ash Tree. Your Birth Number is 5. Time till your next Birthday 294 days 19 hours 29 mins. Your Lucky Color is Blue or Purple. Your Lucky Day is Thursday. Your Lucky Number is Five.

Stella's Birth Number is 5

2010-02-08T09:26:00.001+08:00

The number five is associated with curiosity and enthusiasm. You love to discover new things and new places. Your questions never stop. You love taking risks and hence your unpredictable nature leads you into problems at times. You are a progressive individual. You love your freedom. You have a very versatile and attractive personality.

1st part of Driving License

2010-02-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

hahaha..after quite long in planning, I finally registered myself to get driving license yesterday..fuh..I thought it will be an easy procedures but actually it need more procedures and one of it is today's class.Geez..i spent half day at the institute for kpp class..Then, after this can get my computer test and I probably gonna make it on this coming Tuesday..yeah3x!!

IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!

2010-02-04T09:17:00.000+08:00

Results: You are a "Lion"
Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

3rd Feb. 2010

2010-02-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

erm..Today's class started at 10am and it was Audit Lecture.So far, I do like the lecture because our lecturer kinda funny and sometimes annoying too.Why not?? He always got me to answers his sudden-questions.After one hour lecture, we rushed to Faculty Bahasa for our English tutorial. We usually arrived for the tutorial 30 minutes late. Why not?? we need to catch for a bus that passing-by the faculty and there are not many buses passing by the faculty.Sometimes it took more than 20 minutes for us to wait for the bus. Luckily, our lecturer understands our problem although at first he really get mad on us because we are not punctual on time. Then, we need to rush back to our faculty for Managerial Accounting's Lecture.Owh..Usually at this time I am truly exhausted and that is why sometimes i cannot focus in the lecture.Sorry Madam Bad for not concentrating in your class. After 2 hours lecture, then I have my lunch.That is the time where I can catch back my breath and cooling down. For sure one hour isn't enough as I need to attend another 2 hours lecture..And the worst, it was lecture for Company Law.oooooooooo!!!!Imagined i need to hear all the cases and sections in the VERY THICK LAW TEXTBOOK..it got my head spinning once again and my eyes need to be shut for a minute.CHARGING!!!and i need CHEWING GUM!!! LAter then, we went to the library, I mean outside the library, not INSIDE the library and take a look of some photos shot in Sabah. Then,went back to college and sleep!!!! zzz... =)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2010-02-02T23:45:00.003+08:00

Well!! Since I can not sleep early tonight, so I will try to share something here what had happened around me recently.Hmm.. For sure, most of us need friend in our life.It would be a little bit strange if you can live alone without anybody else around you. Of course our family will be the best person in our life but don't we know that friends also can be our family. Especially when we are far apart from our family, we will try as hard as possible to find at least one 'chingu' a.k.a friend that will always stay besides us and share our tears and laughter together. To have a really nice and understanding friend wasn't easy. Sometimes it took more than a year for us to get close and understand each other.But don't we ever think that why it is very easy for us to hurt our friend's feeling rather than make them feel happy with us. In friendship, there should be no egos and also being too selfish. Before this, I am a person that never appreciate friendship. But when I am far away from my family, that is how I realized how important a person called friend in our life. But then, sometimes we can not avoid to make any mistake that can ruin the friendship we have develop. But we are all human and for sure everyone make mistakes. What make us different is the way we accept the mistakes and apologies or to make it clear the way we are thinking.Maybe you think you can survive being yourself without any friends but do you really think that your heart can accept all the loneliness in your life. Maybe I'm not a perfect friend that you ever wanted, but once again look yourself, do you think you can be the great friend of others. I still remember an advise given by my high school teacher long before. She told us when you are surrounded with many people, if only one person dislikes then the problem come from that person. But if many people around you dislike you, that's mean you yourself are having the problem.Once you have found friends that really understand you, please don't let them go. It will be impossible for you to find another one better than what you have now. It's easy to find part-time friends but full-time friends really need longer time for us to know and understand each other. Love your friend the way you love your family and that is how they will be part of your family..To all my 'CHINGUYA' I really appreciate all of your support and in fact I still need it until now.. SARANGHAEYO!!

Imsonia attacking me ..

2010-02-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

That is why i don't like exam week. When I'm too stress, I will not have enough sleep and it will keep me worried.. Can anyone tell me how to cure this disease?? I got it since I was in secondary school.. Sometimes I couldn't sleep until morning and I have to force myself to close my eyes and fall asleep..What a pity right?? I need ENOUGH SLEEP to stay active with my routine..GOD,help me and give me the strength..AMEN!!

am i that stupid??

2010-02-02T12:47:00.002+08:00

owh..i'm done with my quan. tech paper and at the end I am TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.. Am I stupid enough that i can't answered the questions well or the questions are stupid enough to make my head up and down..geez..this afternoon another paper..And it's TAXATION!!!!!!the most fucking freak subject!!! T.T

my head spinning like HELL!!

2010-02-02T08:10:00.002+08:00

huhu..A little stress today..WHY?? i have two tests coming on..and for sure I'm not ready for it..This semester really puts me into tough situation and I just don't know how far i can survive in this situation..It just that I really not sure the purposes of me being here and sometimes I feel like running away from this situation would be better.. But when I think back about how hard I've tried to be here, those stupid feeling gone.. Well, I need to get myself ready for everything and not just complaining.. This is how life suppose to be.. I just don't want to be my own worst enemy..God, I need You to guide me.GOD BLESS ME. =)

Over or under estimate??

2010-01-31T00:29:00.003+08:00

I think most of us have received our PTPTN or scholarships for this semester. Some of us might have prepare their budget earlier and so do I. Well, i have settled down my fees last week and for sure there are some balance left. I mean it is really huge amount of money and I need to make a proper budget so that I can spend the money wisely.It just that I think i will spend lot of money this semester because i'm thinking to have my driving license this semester and it cost about RM700. Then, during this Chinese New Year holiday, I might going to somewhere else together with my friends and I know lot of cash will be spent out.And, I also wanted to buy new laptop "SONY VIAO" but most probably i will try to have it during my final year. At least i can use it for my final year project..hehe..After a lot of planning, luckily i have put some of the balance in my saving account. yeah, I'm saving bit by bit since last year as I've planned to go Korea for another 2 years. =) arghhh..can't wait for my "KOREA VISIT".. hahah..So in order to gain more income, I need to have my part-time job during end of this semester break...waseh2..gain more,spent less.. can i did that??let just see at the end of this semester.. =)

Celebrating my 'chinguya' Birthday!!

2010-01-30T20:29:00.003+08:00

~~Last night, we are celebrating Latifah(22) and Esperanza(21) birthday..owh, they both are getting older..oops!!don't get me wrong..haha..Well, yesterday Awang and me decided to give a surprise party for them and it happened..haha..OMG!! I just don't know how many excuses I've said to them.hehe~~ anyway, i'm very happy because everything has going pretty fine last night and i hope our 'Birthday Girls' also enjoy with their party..hahah..hopefully, can do more parties after this..ngee~~

Hyun Joong Oppa reported in KOSMO

2010-01-23T09:22:00.004+08:00

wow..finally hyun joong popularity getting bigger and bigger in Malaysia.. Comon, let us keep supporting this talented guy in his career..hahah..jeez.. i'm damn crazy over you oppa..do come to malaysia soon..hehe..i am really frustrated after getting the news that you guys have cancelled your concert in Malaysia..owh..it's better to have you guys perform in Malaysia rather than Suju..huhu..

JPA is in!!

2010-01-22T01:31:00.002+08:00

haha..im very glad that my scholarship is in last few days..and for sure i need my shopping therapy and it will be this coming saturday..yeeza!!! I have listed everything that i need to buy 2 weeks ago..i'm applying what i learn in MA for real..haha..BUDGETING n PLANNING okay!!shop..shop..shop!!!

I'm back for today post..

2010-01-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

jeez!!! 3 nights i cant access internet..that's TOTALLY CRAZY..Finally, today im back for more stories..hahah..Okay, let me start with today's experience. Well I started my class at 10 am this morning. And I really like my tech. quan lecture as i understood most of the topics so far. Later then, i have my MA lecture which i really loved too. In my perspective, our MA's lecturer is not bad as what i've heard before.. Or maybe she's good in teaching but probably strict in marking, so i still have no intention to evaluate her. Let just see after Quiz 1. After that i have my tutorial class for tech. quan and it is the best tutorial so far. I understand every single thing she tries to explain. Next, i have my taxation lecture in the afternoon and the worst, it is 2 hours lecture..and it make me SICK as i dont really understand what he is trying to tells us. Never come across my mind to have lecture such as what i had for taxation.. I probably can say that only 5% i can get from the lecture and other than that are CRAPS!! ok, forget about that.. Lets talk about how i've changed a bit for this semester..haha..for the first time, i entered library to borrow books for revision.. owh noooo...never did that before unless the books are use for assignments and not for revisions..haha..GOOD thing girl..keep it up.. So, to all my friends, please keep supporting me in my studies..Do guide me if i'm lost..hahah..I really need to redeem back my previous pointer..I just don't want to be a loser..huhu..

I'M ALONE!!!

2010-01-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

shhhuh!!! Starting today, i'm going to live alone in my room.huhu.. My roomate went to N.9 today doing her practical.. Imagine the whole semester i will have to stay alone.. owwwhhh nooo!!!it's damn bored!!!how am i gonna live like this?? someone please help me!!garghhhh..TOTALLY LONELY!! and that's why i'm thinking about moving to another block.. at least i have more friends there..but not in this 'CURRENT BLOCK'..shhuhh!!But i'm just too lazy to write applying letter.. In the end, i know it will be rejected too.. so, what i can say?? i just have to wait for this semester end very quickly and next semester i must move to another block..ARASSO!!

This is what i have in me!!! =)

2010-01-15T19:10:00.002+08:00

Stella took the BULAN KELAHIRAN & SIFAT ANDA (Research by Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah) quiz and the result is NOVEMBER
The points with double star is what i think i am and the rest should be evaluated by others..

* Banyak idea dalam perkara.
** Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya.
** Berfikiran kehadapan.
* Berfikiran unik dan bijak.
** Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luarbiasa.
* Pemikiran yang tajam.
** Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi.
* Sesuai jadi seorang... doktor.
* Cermat dan teliti.
** Personaliti yang dinamik.
** Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia.
** Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra.
** Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran.
**Terlalu degil dan keras hati.
** Apabila berkehendak sesuatu, akan diusahakan sehingga berjaya.
** Tak suka marah kecuali digugat.
** Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain.
* Pandai muhasabah diri.
* Cara berfikir yang lain dari orang lain.
* Otak yang sangat tajam.
** Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
* Tidak hargai pujian.
** Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi apabila berkehendak sesuatu.
** Cuba sampai berjaya.
* Badan yang sasa.
** Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam dan romantik.
** Tidak pasti dengan hubungan kasih sayang.
* Suka duduk d irumah.
* Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi.
** Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia.
** Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi.
** Bercita-cita tinggi.
** Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah

What Type Of Girl Are you?

2010-01-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

hah..i just took this quiz few hours ago..The answer kinda funny and some of it most probably suit with my characters.. Lets check it out..

>> So, people dont see you as the brightest star in the sky but you know deep down past all those stupid things you've said and done there is smartness in you, and as long as you know that all those names out there cant hurt you. you are very beautiful and you know that, so keep it up! p.s. YOU ARE NOT STUPID!!

Of course Im not stupid but i like to do stupid things..but who care?? =)
But there is one word has caught my eyes.. "BEAUTIFUL"!!! hahah..actually im not beautiful but i'm pretty enough to make you laugh your ass out..hahah!!

it's hurt!!!

2010-01-13T23:03:00.004+08:00

Suddenly i feel so dumb..I wanna cry out everything right now but there's no one here right beside me to comfort me. I feel so damn lonely.. And i really hate this feeling..I have my family and i have a huge number of friends stand with me but still, I feel like I'm missing one thing..God, please help me to overcome this feeling.. Because I'm sure one day, I'm going to get back the 'missing' thing.huhu..

Kim Hyun Joong rejected another offer..

2010-01-13T10:09:00.006+08:00

Who is Kim Hyun Joong?? I guess most of us here know Hyun Joong oppa or known as Ji Hoo sunbae in Boys Over Flower. After watching his appearance in Boys over flower and how his popularity has increase all across Asia recently, I bet all of us still want to see him acting again. Last year, rumors about Hyun Joong oppa accepted an offer for new drama and the drama is actually based on Japanese manga. Recently, i've just received a news that hyun joong has declined the offer and i as one of his biggest fan really disappointed with the decision..huhu..After he rejected to be in 'Family Outing'(tv show) and now he rejected another drama.. But i'm pretty sure he has his own reasons rejecting the offers.One of it must be his packed schedule for 'SS501' concerts. Hopefully, he won't decline any offer after this.. Waiting for this 'Pretty Boy' make his come back in dramas and movies too!!! Love ya'...

Love like this..

2010-01-13T01:36:00.005+08:00

L.O.V.E >> This word is great..Everybody 'love' this word..It's easy to spread the 'love' among us but it's harder to find the TRUE LOVE you wanted for..Sometimes, it come unpredictably and sometimes it gone just a few second after you've realized the love was actually for you.. Sometimes, fear of being rejected or fear of losing them beside you make its hard to tell them that how much you have suffered by loving them secretly..When we meet again, do i have the courage to say 'SARANGHAEYO' or i can just let you go..Let the time decide everything..

My 1st post for 2010!!! =)

2010-01-11T18:22:00.005+08:00

OMG!! it's my first post for this year..yeah, i know although it is a little bit late but still, i wanna wish u guys 'Happy New Year'..heheh..thanks for all memories that we have been through in 2009.. But still, im a little bit upset with my last semester's result. I know im too playful last semester and i'm not taking every little thing seriously..Shame on me..huhu..For sure, I just dont want this pathetic feeling controlling me and i'm going to set up new goal for this year..It's a promise to myself.. =)

22 December 2009 - On the way to my village 'LONG MARO'

2009-12-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

On the 22nd December, I went to my mum's village for Christmas celebration. It took about 3 hours from Miri to my kampung using 'jalan darat'..this is the first time i went back to my mum's village using 'jalan darat' since it just
been open recently just because of palm oil project near my kampung..fuh..my whole body was totally hurt during the first day and bumps and bruises are everywhere.And i can't sleep well also because it was totally dark, without any fans, mosquitoes are everywhere and insects too..argh!!!huhu.. here are some photos on the first day.