it's hurt!!!

Suddenly i feel so dumb..I wanna cry out everything right now but there's no one here right beside me to comfort me. I feel so damn lonely.. And i really hate this feeling..I have my family and i have a huge number of friends stand with me but still, I feel like I'm missing one thing..God, please help me to overcome this feeling.. Because I'm sure one day, I'm going to get back the 'missing' thing.huhu..