too many things left unsaid

yeah..those dummy feeling come again & i feel like i'm lost for a while..at this point, too many things keeps wandering in my mind without any reason. i always thought i will be okay but at the end nothing is okay.. maybe i just need a little time for myself & get away from what i have, what i own right now.. i need some space for myself to learn to accept who i am today.. i don't want to get influence by others & i don't want to be forced by others to do what i want & what i don't want..