3rd Feb. 2010

erm..Today's class started at 10am and it was Audit Lecture.So far, I do like the lecture because our lecturer kinda funny and sometimes annoying too.Why not?? He always got me to answers his sudden-questions.After one hour lecture, we rushed to Faculty Bahasa for our English tutorial. We usually arrived for the tutorial 30 minutes late. Why not?? we need to catch for a bus that passing-by the faculty and there are not many buses passing by the faculty.Sometimes it took more than 20 minutes for us to wait for the bus. Luckily, our lecturer understands our problem although at first he really get mad on us because we are not punctual on time. Then, we need to rush back to our faculty for Managerial Accounting's Lecture.Owh..Usually at this time I am truly exhausted and that is why sometimes i cannot focus in the lecture.Sorry Madam Bad for not concentrating in your class. After 2 hours lecture, then I have my lunch.That is the time where I can catch back my breath and cooling down. For sure one hour isn't enough as I need to attend another 2 hours lecture..And the worst, it was lecture for Company Law.oooooooooo!!!!Imagined i need to hear all the cases and sections in the VERY THICK LAW TEXTBOOK..it got my head spinning once again and my eyes need to be shut for a minute.CHARGING!!!and i need CHEWING GUM!!! LAter then, we went to the library, I mean outside the library, not INSIDE the library and take a look of some photos shot in Sabah. Then,went back to college and sleep!!!! zzz... =)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Well!! Since I can not sleep early tonight, so I will try to share something here what had happened around me recently.Hmm.. For sure, most of us need friend in our life.It would be a little bit strange if you can live alone without anybody else around you. Of course our family will be the best person in our life but don't we know that friends also can be our family. Especially when we are far apart from our family, we will try as hard as possible to find at least one 'chingu' a.k.a friend that will always stay besides us and share our tears and laughter together. To have a really nice and understanding friend wasn't easy. Sometimes it took more than a year for us to get close and understand each other.But don't we ever think that why it is very easy for us to hurt our friend's feeling rather than make them feel happy with us. In friendship, there should be no egos and also being too selfish. Before this, I am a person that never appreciate friendship. But when I am far away from my family, that is how I realized how important a person called friend in our life. But then, sometimes we can not avoid to make any mistake that can ruin the friendship we have develop. But we are all human and for sure everyone make mistakes. What make us different is the way we accept the mistakes and apologies or to make it clear the way we are thinking.Maybe you think you can survive being yourself without any friends but do you really think that your heart can accept all the loneliness in your life. Maybe I'm not a perfect friend that you ever wanted, but once again look yourself, do you think you can be the great friend of others. I still remember an advise given by my high school teacher long before. She told us when you are surrounded with many people, if only one person dislikes then the problem come from that person. But if many people around you dislike you, that's mean you yourself are having the problem.Once you have found friends that really understand you, please don't let them go. It will be impossible for you to find another one better than what you have now. It's easy to find part-time friends but full-time friends really need longer time for us to know and understand each other. Love your friend the way you love your family and that is how they will be part of your family..To all my 'CHINGUYA' I really appreciate all of your support and in fact I still need it until now.. SARANGHAEYO!!

Imsonia attacking me ..

That is why i don't like exam week. When I'm too stress, I will not have enough sleep and it will keep me worried.. Can anyone tell me how to cure this disease?? I got it since I was in secondary school.. Sometimes I couldn't sleep until morning and I have to force myself to close my eyes and fall asleep..What a pity right?? I need ENOUGH SLEEP to stay active with my routine..GOD,help me and give me the strength..AMEN!!

am i that stupid??

owh..i'm done with my quan. tech paper and at the end I am TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.. Am I stupid enough that i can't answered the questions well or the questions are stupid enough to make my head up and down..geez..this afternoon another paper..And it's TAXATION!!!!!!the most fucking freak subject!!! T.T

my head spinning like HELL!!

huhu..A little stress today..WHY?? i have two tests coming on..and for sure I'm not ready for it..This semester really puts me into tough situation and I just don't know how far i can survive in this situation..It just that I really not sure the purposes of me being here and sometimes I feel like running away from this situation would be better.. But when I think back about how hard I've tried to be here, those stupid feeling gone.. Well, I need to get myself ready for everything and not just complaining.. This is how life suppose to be.. I just don't want to be my own worst enemy..God, I need You to guide me.GOD BLESS ME. =)