I have a dream, as precious as gem -Goose's Dream-

After what had happened to me for the past few days, i just found this one nice song that really suit my life. It's a korean song but the lyric really touch me and make me wanna cry. If only someone realize that my dream isn't just a blank funny dream to be laughed. As long as you call yourself a human, you will never be PERFECT. Keep that in mind for those who think they are good enough.




This is the lyric's translation of the song. Even though you don't know the lyric, the melody itself speaks the true feeling inside the lyric.

I have a dream,
Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds
Deep in my heart
I have a dream as precious as gem

If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.

As you always worry,
You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.
Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world
There's the reality that we can't turn back already

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I, I have a dream
I believe in that dream.
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate.
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

KOREAN LYRIC

Nan nan kkumi isseotjyo
Beoryeojigo jjitgye nam nuhayaedo
Nae gaseum gipsukhi bomulgwa
Gachi ganji-khaet-deon kkum

Hok ttaeron nugun-gaga tteun-moreul
Buseum nae deungdwi heullil-ttaedo
Nan chamaya haetjyo chameulsu
Isseotjyo keu nareul wihae

Neul geokjeong hadeut ma-rhajyo
Heotdwen kkumeun dorirado
Sesangeun kkeunchi jeonghaejin
Chaek cheoreom imi dokiril su
Eomneun hyeon shirirago

***
Keuraeyo nan nan kkumi isseoyo
Geumkkumeul mideoyo nareul jikyeobwayo
Jeo chagapke so inneun unmyongiran
Byeogape tangdanghi majichi su isseoyo
Eonjenga na geu byeo geui neomgoseo
Jeo haneureul nopi nareulsu isseoyo
Ge mugeoun sesangdo nareul
Mukkeulsus eoptjyo nae sarme kkeutesseo
Na useul keunareul hamkke haeyo

Neul keok cheonghadeut malhae
Heotdwen kkumeun dogirago
Sesangeun kkeuchi jeonghaejin
Chaek cheoreom imidorikil
Su-eomneun hyeon shirirago

Repeat ***

A Lonely Road.

Yesterday, today & tomorrow, life isn't that easy for you to be happy & smile all the time. Yesterday, i realized something that really hurt me so badly. Heart broken, tears rolling, empty mind, lost my self esteem....... big question in my head... WHY??? do you guys have to be bias in everything?? You think your people are all successful and smart?? BULLSHIT!!!! do you have no respect toward others?? even if my performance isn't good, do you have to act like that in front of me?? instead of looking down on me, shouldn't you try to teach me and share your knowledge with someone new in this field?? infact i am just a trainee. But thanked God because He has shows me my weakness and for that, I will try to improve myself from time to time. I just don't care anymore what you people gonna say && act. Maybe i just don't belong in the group of people but for some reason, i will take it positively.

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia - Part 2

Annyeong..another update for my SS3 stories. Today i just bought my flight ticket to Kuala Lumpur. I've been thinking about it over & over again. Yesterday, i managed to get the lowest fare to Kuala Lumpur, thanks to Airasia. Unfortunately, my flight will be on Wednesday afternoon which mean I have to take leave for 2 days. Hopefully, I can get the leave and the most important thing is my parent's blessing. I haven't tell them about my plan yet.. nah!!! Stella, Stella, Stella!!! what's on your mind??


The next step is waiting for the concert tix price to be announced around this week or most probably next week. God, thank you for the way You have provided for me and i know You will never let Your child sad. Thank you for answering my prayer..Halleluyah..

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia - Part 1

Last week, SS3 has been confirmed to be held in Malaysia on 19th March 2011 by the new organizer. Well, it was a great news so far but my status of being there on 19th March is still unknown. Since, I am currently busy with my practical training in my hometown, how i wish i could turn back the time && do my practical training in Kuala Lumpur. If that happened, I'm sure not gonna miss all the events that have been held before such as Kim HyunJoong for FaceShop Tour, then Jay Park showcase.. The latest event few weeks ago was DiGi K-pop Party where Beast, 4-Minute & G-NA were there performing for the fans. Gahhhh!!! I am just not that lucky enough. Hopefully, I'll be able to go for SS3 this upcoming March & if you see my long long time ago post regarding SS2 last year, I'm sure you know what had happened to me and the reason why I am really hoping to go for this year. =(